wishful thinking

see this cool pair of shoes? this is the Jeremy Scott adidas wings 2.0 sneakers. they are limited edition sneakers. now this is what i want! it's just a shame that the price has to be so wrong. it costs approx. RM699! sigh. what i would give just to have this pair of sneakers... well, i can only dream, can i?

butterfly kisses

there's two things i know for sure.
she was sent here from heaven, and she's daddy's little girl.
as I drop to my knees by her bed at night, she talks to Jesus, and I close my
eyes.
and i thank God for all the joy in my life,
oh, but most of all...

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"walk beside the pony, daddy, it's my first ride."
"i know the cake looks funny, daddy, but i sure tried."
oh, with all that I've done wrong, i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

sweet sixteen today,
she's looking like her mother a little more every day.
one part woman, the other part girl.
to perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
trying her wings out in a great big world.
but I remember...

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.

"you know how much i love you, daddy, but if you don't mind,
i'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time.
"oh, with all that I've done wrong, i must have done something right.
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

she'll change her name today.
she'll make a promise and i'll give her away.
standing in the bedroom just staring at her,
she asked me what i'm thinking, and i said "i'm not sure,
i just feel like i'm losing my baby girl." then she leaned over... and gave
me...

butterfly kisses, with her mother there, stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
"walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"does my wedding dress look pretty, daddy?" "daddy, don't cry."
oh, with all that i've done wrong, i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses..

a every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses at night...

alone again

aloha!
*i am feeling sick now, so blogging is weird.*

i think i am falling sick. yes, that is what i am thinking to myself. i PRESUME i am sick. whatever. i haven't fallen sick for a while now, and it was about time i fell sick. i know it's weird to say that of myself, but yes: i had to 'cheer' myself up that falling sick now was hpw sall i say it, 'fated'. haha. when it is your time, it IS your time. morbid stuff.
yesterday was oh-so-horrible for me. my puppy, Poppy, ran away from home. my dad opened the gate to drive out, and the silly dog (who usually is kept in her enclosure before anyone can enter or leave the house) just took the chance to run away. after a frantic twenty minute search for her around Serene Park, i decided to give up the notion of finding her, as such a dog would've been 1) picked up and taken home by strangers, seeing how cute she is, or 2) ROADKILL. yes, it pains me to think of that negative scenario, but just maybe she could've been run over by cars. a very trying time. i am pet-less and 'lonely without man's best friend' again. naturally.

these things are meant to happen. i leave it to God to take care of Poppy, wherever she is.

life's a bitch

anyŏnghijumushŏssŏyo!

hope i got that right. it's korean for good morning.

should learn more before simply typing it here. could be a wrong word. bummer.

haha. okay. so what shall i do today?

today's the second day of hols, so what can the monkeyman do?

oh i know! lifepacs! err...great suggestion...NOT! =.=

dang it! i'm sure life's more exciting than this. i don't think i am meant to stay cooped up at home for two weeks. right?

ok so maybe i could just be delusional. maybe i shall proceed to stare at the ceiling or walls in my house and talk to imaginary friends. just maybe...

so far no one has called or texted me about going out for something. outings, maybe? but alas, there is none.

actually, i am glad that i have a blog. then at least when i am bored i can just pour out my boredom here. oh wait. my feelings and thoughts. yes, that was what i meant. pardon me.

sigh. sigh. and more sighs.

but perhaps i might find something exciting to do. maybe try to complete as many lifepacs as possible.

hey...not THAT'S a challenge! and i think i might learn to enjoy it...

holidays? aaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh!

top o' the morning, peeps!
today is the beginning of the two week holidays. yay! *NOT!*
truth is, i actually woke up about an hour ago, and that's not a good thing. thank goodness my dad didn't scold me or anything. ha!
i just had brekkie, and i ate one of my favourite (comfort, too?) foods: 'slushie' Chipsmore cookies left to 'melt' in cold white milk. happiness.

here it is. i may look gooey and gross, but believe me, it is really 'derisherous'! XD

anything chocolately will do for me. hahahhahahahahaha.
hmm. i hate these kinds of holidays. even just one day of public holidays i can't take it.
why? because it is either work or nothing at all. no fun. no going out with friends.
not even for a drink or something. pissy.
frankly, i haven't even drawn up a list of things that i plan to do during this hols. maybe i should start think up things to do. (seeing that i have nothing much to do now anyways)


toodles! (signed off, A HOLIDAY HATER)

panic switch

Time
It's never worth my time
Blue shine
Bleeds into my eyes

I still
Sleep on the right side
Of the white noise
Can't leave the scene behind

Could I be anything you want me to be
Its always meant to be seen

When you see yourself in a crowded room
Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped?
Will you step in line or release the glitch?
Can you fall asleep with a panic switch?

And when you see yourself in a crowded room
Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped?
Will you step in line or release the glitch?
Do you think she'll sleep with the panic...

Mm, I'll try
To hold on tight tonight

Pink slip
Inviting me inside
Wanna burn skin
And brand what once was mine
But the red views
Keep ripping the divide

If I go everywhere you want me to go
How will I know you'll still follow?

I'm waiting and fading and floating away
I'm waiting and fading and floating away
I'm waiting and fading and floating away
Waiting and fading and floating...

eat, play, and eat again

annyeonghaseyo peeps!
'hello' can get a bit boring, so i decided to 'go Korean'. lame, i know =.=
anyways it is a refreshing change. don't y'all agree? XD
it was the second day of presentations today. Chang Min presented a poem. i have no idea what it meant, but he read it well. overall everything went well. the only funny moment: Paul had to re-read his presentation item FOUR times! poor guy...
played a lot of table tennis today too. getting kinda sick of it. oh did i mention there was P.E. too? played futsal, but didn't get 'into the groove' as i was going solo (practically) as Chang Min didn't turn up for the game. Peter's team thrashed mine 7-4 or something like that... pathetic crap.
after lunch we had some games organized by Jennifer and Estelle. they were pretty fun, if not for the fact that i kept getting 'punished' for not following the rules. apparently i missed it twice. oh well. sh*t happens. ha ha.
there were lots of food after that! pizza, pizza, and MORE pizza! yummy! didn't eat much though. had to watch my waistline. it is expanding day by day! wakakaka XD
tomorrow there will be another futsal match. sigh... it's funny. i don't like playing the game anymore. it's like i have somehow lost the motivation to play already... maybe tomorrow i might get back into the groove IF Chang Min plays alongside me. hmm... going solo is NOT fun at all.

one last thing: i want to congratulate Cheryl for doing well in her reading of the biography of Prince William today. apparently she was given the bio of Barack Obama, but she went for the bio of the Prince instead. it goes to show that royalty rules. hahahahahaha.

poem shmoem

it was "presentation day" today. everyone attending school had to at least present something at the front of the students. i presented a poem. okay so it was a wee bit difficult for the younger ones (even yours truly found it tough to comprehend!) but hey, as long as i showed something it didn't matter. i got a good review from all three teachers, but i let myself down. i felt that i should have done better. oh well. at least i got a favourable review.

everyone else also did well. some were pretty shocking! not in a bad way, but in a good way! some people, like Peter, Zhi Yuan, Jia Xin, etc etc did well. i was most impressed with Karyn's poem. it was a Dr. Seuss one, so i expected it to be a "weird" one. boy, did she deliver it well! i didn't get to congratulate her personally, but if you are reading this, CONGRATULATIONS on today's performance! =)

overall i felt that i could've done better. maybe next time. maybe...

morning musings

"sometimes i wonder if there will ever come a day,
if i could just be with you,
leaving your side i would not do,
because here with you is where i want to stay."

 good morning! wow, i am surprised i am so poetic despite just waking up! wakakakaka XP
nah, this is just something i made up while being quite 'unused' (i rather not use the word 'bored'). today is a Sunday, eh? yeah, seems like it. the sun's shining down brightly. hopefully it will rain (a bit!) later. i don't want another sunny day. i love the rainy days! and also rainy nights! hehe xD

OH NO! tomorrow's presentation day! yikes! i haven't even thought of what i am going to do! what can i do? shucks! i need to get something to present soon! i hate these days! GRRRRRR!!!!! ><

oh well. no use getting upset. life's like that. anyways i'm hungry, so i gotta go get meself some brekkie, so toodles! i will be back!

whippersnappers. pffft!

just came online not long ago. checked Facebook, then logged in to my blog. got a surprise when i realized that there was a comment on one of my posts. yes, i get 'happy' when i get a comment! i am THAT lame. i know. hahahahaha. okay...back to the point. what i want to say is, to whoever 'HI' is, i would like to (kindly) advise you to keep your opinions to yourself. thank you. you claim to be a guy in my school, so whoever you are, please do not let me find out who you really are, should i find that you are still commenting horrible stuff here on my blog. thank you for your cooperation. i won't tolerate childish people leaving such (equally) childish comments on my blog.

ahh...i have no idea why i have to put up with sh*ts everyday. be it people i know, or those i don't know, bla bla bla, it's always the same thing everyday. somebody, or something will definitely have to give me stick. damn. life's never a perfect thing, but i'm sure it could be a little bit nicer and kinder to me. i can only hope and pray that things improve...

(hungry) Friday

*I. have. got. a. craving. for. FISH. AND. CHIPS. now*

i am always hungry. not sure why. oh well. just random crap. hmmm. today's Friday, btw. damn. it's been such an eventful day. had futsal match this morning. Chang Min got into a tangle with Peter, and got his ankle sprained in the process. feel sorry for him. well, accidents do happen. next time gotta be more careful...

as i'm typing this now, i am stewing in front of the computer. rain has just ended, and i didn't bother to turn on the fan earlier, as it was still drizzling. damn. feeling hot now. nothing much to say now. maybe i shall go get some inspiration someplace else. toodle-oo-kangaroo(s)!

Gee Gee Gee Gee~

go watch this MV. it is one of my favourite songs of all time. i have heard that this song isn't one of SNSD's MOST popular songs, but i can't care less. i LOVE it! Seohyun is SOOOOOOOOOOO cute! XD

Munkiie-chan hearts SNSD!*wickedly huge grin is plastered on my face now*


the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQI

God is good all the time

HELLO! :)

Marc/Munkiie/Uncle Marc, whichever comes first here, reporting for 'blogging duty'! XD

nah, i haven't gone bananas yet. just some fun to break the monotony of always blogging about 'serious' stuffs. i think...? oh well. let's see. what shall i blog about today? NOTHING?????? yeah, NOTHING is right! i don't see anything to blog home about. oh wait! i have got something to talk about! i would like to thank God for giving me another day to live. if not for His mercy and grace, i wouldn't be here all the time blogging! God is good all the time, and all the time God is good! :D

hard at work: thinking. A LOT.

as the title says, yes, i have been thinking. A. LOT. sigh. i don't know! i just find myself either daydreaming or just randomly thinking about stuffs. crappy, naughty, nice, sweet, bitter, sad, painful, etc etc... it is just that way. i have know idea why. i should think that i am normal, right?

one more random thing i learnt today: talking to yourself aka "listening / responding to your inner voice" is NORMAL. weird. i sometimes do that. yes yes, confession time. but, everyone's definitely done that at some point of their lives...right? i mean, who hasn't? there will always be times in our lives where we make mistakes that could have been avoided and end up talking to ourselves later. (all because of a certain "inner voice".) life is strange. funny, that.

more for less

odd day. school just wasn't feeling like school. i played table tennis most of the whole day. strange...

today i was told by a very dear friend that yours truly and another guy from my school have very few friends. hmm... i know i have very few friends, but it was the pain inside me that hurt. the hurt from being told the cold reality. i know, what i am posting now sounds crappy, but i feel that this is like a step back from progressing. i have been told countless times that i should be strong and learn to face reality head-on. but truth is, i am weak. i don't have the courage to admit to such (lame) things. i mean, i could just ignore whatever she said about me, but i can't. maybe it's just because i'm sensitive. PERIOD.

gotta be un-affected by such remarks. power to the Munkiie! XD

what can i do?

at work now. what a fantastic way to begin my Saturday. zzzzzzz.

sometimes i wonder... why do things that can be resolved with just a simple small chat be dragged on so long that both parties can only look at each other, but not start a decent conversation? i mean, i thought that this predicament that i was in would have been resolved earlier. looks like i am the only one who cannot talk to you, but just stare at you from afar...

weather's been pretty crazy lately. it would be searing heat in the earlier part of the day, and then it would just start raining cats and dogs around the later part. if that's not crazy, then i have no idea what that is... the world must really be coming to an end...

being with you, it's just one epiphany after another

they say the secret of success is being at the right place at the right time. agree? but since you never know when the right TIME is going to be, i figure the trick is to find the right PLACE, and just hang around. with you, i can just be myself and not care about what other think of me. ahh...if only life was such an easy thing... one can only wonder and wish.....

one hole that i can't get out of

wooooooooooooh. such bad timing. unfortunate events just seem to like hanging around me. i just crashed my family car. AGAIN. and the thing is, this time, i have damaged it WORSE than before! gosh! what am i gonna do? how it happened was, i was turning into the house to park the car when my dog ran in front of the car to 'break free'. so i avoided the dog by turning towards the gate slightly, and KEEEEERRRRRACCCCCCK! the rear panel near the rear door gets scraped on the gate, resulting in a rather huge 'gash'. boy, are my parents gonna be hopping mad when they see the car! =(

i am a DEAD MAN WALKING. i repeat, I. AM. A. DEAD. MAN. WALKING. =( =( =(

happy

HAPPY =)

yep, that's how i have been feeling the past few days. must be strange, as i don't usually tell people whether i am happy, sad, etc etc. *yeah, you get the picture* why am i happy? happy because certain things have gone 'smoothly' (hopefully it will become like this all the time), and that maybe certain issues will have been cleared. i am not sure whether a certain someone has forgiven me (for whatever wrong i have committed), but i do hope that the matter will have been resolved by now.

right then. imma go get rest now. GOODNIGHT world =)

eating (fail)

even eating can be such a pain in the S for me. how sad.

see, just a few minutes ago i polished off almost half of a pound cake. now i feel kinda queasy. but i guess it is worth getting sick over this. i couldn't resist chocolate foodstuff! i guess they were right when they said "too much of a good thing is a bad thing". haha.

gotta work hard on completing LIFEPACs. report card day is coming soon! must try my very best to cram in as many books as possible! power to me!

LIVERPOOL 3-0 NEWCASTLE

YAY! Liverpool thrashed Newcastle United 3-0 yesterday to inch ever closer to the ever-elusive fourth spot! Maxi, Kuyt, and Suarez scored the goals to ensure we were inching nearer and nearer to a Champions League berth next season. YNWA! :D

Natalie Portman is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWT! XD

for the love of Asgard!

went to watch the latest Marvel Comics movie, Thor yesterday at KSL City. my second time at that cinema, btw. i watched it in 3D too! sounded cool, but actually the 3D effects weren't that special for this movie. wouldn't advise you people to go watch it in 3D. anyways the storyline was kinda weak for me. am consoling myself in the fact that this movie is sort of like an 'introduction' to viewers in a 'preview' for the upcoming movie 'The Avengers' (due to be out in somewhere 2012). overall, it had been an enjoyable trip to the theatres for me.

for those of you who haven't watched this movie yet, go catch it! (in 2D!!!!!!!) and one more thing: go watch the movie for Natalie Portman. she's HOT! not exactly in this particular movie, but to me she ROCKS! :P

 *btw today's the 1st of May, which means it's MAY DAY! also it's Labour Day! XD*