back to the future

i haven't been blogging for a while now. i came, i saw(read), and i know. it's been a boring few days of life for me, that's why i haven't been visiting my blog for updating. boooooooooooooring.......

now, back to the future. i am trying very hard to focus on my studies. will be trying to take the SAT test somewhere around September/October this year. but first i got to complete my Math and Language Arts to Grade 11. it's a big ask, but NO PAIN, NO GAIN.

sometimes i wonder.....what am i doing here on earth? i feel that, while i want to work hard and aim to get into a design college, i am at the same time lazing around. no, not doing absolutely NOTHING, but doodling endlessly wherever and whenever i am. not a good thing, but neither is it a bad thing either. i guess doodling is a talent given to people who are FULL of ideas and are creative. i think i am both! so...i take it that my talent of sketching and doodling are both a blessing and a curse? hmmm...