"one of the most common reasons we procrastinate is fear that the end result won't live up to the "perfect" idea in our heads." *so true*
one who certainly didnt procrastinate in working hard to achieve his goal was Andy Murray, who this morning won the US Open mens singles title, this being his first grand slam title. after 70-odd years since the last British man, Fred Perry, won a mens singles grand slam title. so glad for him. he is my favourite player on the mens tour. haha! *guess i like most things british*
*absolutely loving Lite FM's '80s songs marathon' every night from 8 to 10 p.m. so many nice songs, so beautiful!*
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
another cookie.
time flies. almost the end of august already... just stopped by own blog, and realized that i haven't posted anything for this month! not that there's been anything to post about, but since i'm already here, let me rant and rave randomly. hahahahaha!
for one, i got another puppy! this time it's a black female poodle named cookie! i know, the name's been used before, but my family being in 'nostalgic' mood decided to name our new puppies muffin and cookie (muffin name taken from previous fella who sadly passed away in 2010, and cookie name taken from always-energetic female schnauzer who sadly ran away from home in 2011). it's a cute throwback. haven't got to see the 'new' cookie, but i'll be headed back to jb again soon, so i'll get to see her! can't wait!!!
can't think of anything to post about anymore. guess the buck stops here. byeeeeee!
for one, i got another puppy! this time it's a black female poodle named cookie! i know, the name's been used before, but my family being in 'nostalgic' mood decided to name our new puppies muffin and cookie (muffin name taken from previous fella who sadly passed away in 2010, and cookie name taken from always-energetic female schnauzer who sadly ran away from home in 2011). it's a cute throwback. haven't got to see the 'new' cookie, but i'll be headed back to jb again soon, so i'll get to see her! can't wait!!!
can't think of anything to post about anymore. guess the buck stops here. byeeeeee!
Thursday, July 12, 2012
noodles, baby!
MY LUNCH FOR THURSDAY JULY 12 2012. COOKED BY ME, FOR ME! XD
dad went out for meeting, and i was getting hungry approaching lunchtime. what to do? cook my own lunch lor... and i duly did. what do you do when you have leftover pork broth, telur pindang, french beans, fried wontons, and hong kong noodles? whip up a nice soup noodle dish! i just threw everything together, and voila! the final result. heh heh... it was super-duper YUMMY! just needed some soya sauce to add some flavour, but it was neat. first time i have cooked something since returning for my break. haha!
dad went out for meeting, and i was getting hungry approaching lunchtime. what to do? cook my own lunch lor... and i duly did. what do you do when you have leftover pork broth, telur pindang, french beans, fried wontons, and hong kong noodles? whip up a nice soup noodle dish! i just threw everything together, and voila! the final result. heh heh... it was super-duper YUMMY! just needed some soya sauce to add some flavour, but it was neat. first time i have cooked something since returning for my break. haha!
Saturday, July 7, 2012
glad it's over
given a blank canvas, i'd be hard-pressed to think of what to cover the whiteness up with. got lots of ideas in my head, but whenever i attempt to put them into fruition they don't turn out well. ahh randomness...
*btw it's already JULY!!! gahh....! also, i'm back in JB! heehee!
this is one day too late, but yesterday was my last day of foundation, and yesterday was also the major final theory and practical exams, and i passed both! HURRAY! so glad... *phew!* for theory, i passed it 40/60(passing mark is 36). for my practical test, i cooked lamb chop. the chef that was assigned to grade us didn't find my lamb appealing, saying it was overcooked. also, my baked potato was not well-cooked too. but still, i passed both exams, so i guess i should just forget about the small problems and enjoy my two-week break. now, WHAT to do here in JB........ whatever it is, i'm gonna relax and also recharge for another nine months of diploma, which starts right after the two-week break (july 23). hang loose!
*btw it's already JULY!!! gahh....! also, i'm back in JB! heehee!
this is one day too late, but yesterday was my last day of foundation, and yesterday was also the major final theory and practical exams, and i passed both! HURRAY! so glad... *phew!* for theory, i passed it 40/60(passing mark is 36). for my practical test, i cooked lamb chop. the chef that was assigned to grade us didn't find my lamb appealing, saying it was overcooked. also, my baked potato was not well-cooked too. but still, i passed both exams, so i guess i should just forget about the small problems and enjoy my two-week break. now, WHAT to do here in JB........ whatever it is, i'm gonna relax and also recharge for another nine months of diploma, which starts right after the two-week break (july 23). hang loose!
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Quote Of The Day
"You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."
Saturday, June 23, 2012
(another) new phone. such a surprise!
YAY!!! i just got a new phone! mom and dad bought me a Samsung Galaxy S2. so surprised and happy...! oh, what have i done to deserve such a good slice of kindness? haha... won't worry too much about that, cos i heard that when someone pays you a compliment or does anything nice to you DO NOT ever question WHY they're doing such. just enjoy the moment and give thanks for what you've received. i didn't ask my parents why they suddenly bought me such an expensive phone, cos i rather just leave it that way. haha...
*so happy* =]
*so happy* =]
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
(domestic) problems
it's my first post for June. i know, i'm very excited for this month because of EURO2012, but i'm not going to post anything about the games. no time for all sorts of stuff.
got a problem hanging over my head like a dark cloud: i'm totally hating my life right now! i don't get one thing in my life. MY life. mine. the thing that is bugging me is, WHY the hell are people always good to me at first, only to avoid me or shit after a certain time? huh? is it because i'm too gullible? too naive? too trusting of people? too nice to people? could be all that i've listed here. man, this is so tough for me physically and mentally. i'm trying my best to be nice and kind to my housemates/classmates, but they don't seem to share the same point of view. what's the situation, that they're ignoring me? let's just say i don't really know. i am sharing a room with a guy from 'a far away place' (who shall not be named), and just recently we don't see eye-to-eye. not sure why. he just suddenly stopped all manner of conversation or contact with me. we see each other everyday, and he just walks away whenever i'm near him. not that i miss communicating with him or whatever, but i just find it strange that, ever since he stopped talking to me ALMOST all of the classmates that are staying in the same house also ignore me! sheesh... i've asked myself the question many times, "what have i done to deserve this?", but now i know.....no point asking myself that. for me, i just move on with my life like normal. i'll try to avoid as much contact with the said mutinous bunch as possible, only talking to them if needed to. sigh...
this guy from 'a far away place' (who shall not be named), he seems to be the most 'likeable' guy among the housemates and in class too. don't get it. why the hell is he likeable? just because he goes out a lot with the others? just because he's from a far away place? what gives? by the way, just yesterday one classmate returned from his hometown with a new puppy. he actually brought it to the apartment in which we're living in right now, to stay with him. keeping a pet here, when there is already a cat and a hamster to contend with! bloody hell! so i just talked about this situation with another housemate (a girl who studies somewhere else, but rents a room here), and the bastard from 'a far away place' happens to walk by and happens to overhear the conversation too. what happens next is shocking for me. this bastard goes on Facebook to post a status which obviously is targeting me. his status: The door is open for you to move out .. we will be so glad.. Teeheeee !! :) #can'ttoleratepeoplewhocomplainsalot... i mean, i may just be over-analyzing this status, but i sure as hell know it was targeted at me. using FB status to criticize me...i sure as hell have just lost a HUGE chunk of respect for that bastard... *as if i have anymore respect for him.....*
well, after all's said and done, i don't give a shit anymore lah. whatever happens, happens. if not for the fact that we stay in the same room, same house, then i wouldn't give a care about him. but the sad truth is that i have to stay with him for a while more. so no point griping about it. but i just needed to release all this somewhat. if not i'd surely explode! grrr..... makes me pissed off just looking at his smug ass face everyday, while talking big around the other guys (who presumably look up to him more than they do to me), eat so little and go to the gym, thinking he can lose weight, drinking protein shakes... what an asshole. fucking bastard always used to say i was emo, i always 'merajuk', when in fact it is him! that bastard fuckface is the one who 'suka-suka' one day talk to you, one day don't talk to you. i'm not self-promoting myself here to look good against him, but HONESTLY if you know me well, i'm a genuinely nice guy who just happens to like a joke or two (or more). i don't always wish bad to people, but only when pushed to the limit. this guy has totally pushed me over the limit. gets on my nerves, just talking about this bloke...
but at the end of the day, what can i do? what can i say? it seems like all of the guys from my class who stays here are jerks, assholes, bastards... i could go on and on, but i guess i'll just have no choice but to move on with life, act nice in front of them... keep up the act, Marc, keep up the good act... someday they'll meet with a grisly end..... TO YOU, FUCKERS: GO FUCK YOURSELF! i'm not going to be too kind or nice to you people anymore! i'm going to do whatever i like, whenever i like. i'm not going to give a fuck about whether you like what i do or not. i've had it with pleasing people with every single thing i do. NO SIRREE! it's time i lived my life without having to care about every single fucker's feelings! i'm only answerable to my parents and to God. simple as that. thank you.
got a problem hanging over my head like a dark cloud: i'm totally hating my life right now! i don't get one thing in my life. MY life. mine. the thing that is bugging me is, WHY the hell are people always good to me at first, only to avoid me or shit after a certain time? huh? is it because i'm too gullible? too naive? too trusting of people? too nice to people? could be all that i've listed here. man, this is so tough for me physically and mentally. i'm trying my best to be nice and kind to my housemates/classmates, but they don't seem to share the same point of view. what's the situation, that they're ignoring me? let's just say i don't really know. i am sharing a room with a guy from 'a far away place' (who shall not be named), and just recently we don't see eye-to-eye. not sure why. he just suddenly stopped all manner of conversation or contact with me. we see each other everyday, and he just walks away whenever i'm near him. not that i miss communicating with him or whatever, but i just find it strange that, ever since he stopped talking to me ALMOST all of the classmates that are staying in the same house also ignore me! sheesh... i've asked myself the question many times, "what have i done to deserve this?", but now i know.....no point asking myself that. for me, i just move on with my life like normal. i'll try to avoid as much contact with the said mutinous bunch as possible, only talking to them if needed to. sigh...
this guy from 'a far away place' (who shall not be named), he seems to be the most 'likeable' guy among the housemates and in class too. don't get it. why the hell is he likeable? just because he goes out a lot with the others? just because he's from a far away place? what gives? by the way, just yesterday one classmate returned from his hometown with a new puppy. he actually brought it to the apartment in which we're living in right now, to stay with him. keeping a pet here, when there is already a cat and a hamster to contend with! bloody hell! so i just talked about this situation with another housemate (a girl who studies somewhere else, but rents a room here), and the bastard from 'a far away place' happens to walk by and happens to overhear the conversation too. what happens next is shocking for me. this bastard goes on Facebook to post a status which obviously is targeting me. his status: The door is open for you to move out .. we will be so glad.. Teeheeee !! :) #can'ttoleratepeoplewhocomplainsalot... i mean, i may just be over-analyzing this status, but i sure as hell know it was targeted at me. using FB status to criticize me...i sure as hell have just lost a HUGE chunk of respect for that bastard... *as if i have anymore respect for him.....*
well, after all's said and done, i don't give a shit anymore lah. whatever happens, happens. if not for the fact that we stay in the same room, same house, then i wouldn't give a care about him. but the sad truth is that i have to stay with him for a while more. so no point griping about it. but i just needed to release all this somewhat. if not i'd surely explode! grrr..... makes me pissed off just looking at his smug ass face everyday, while talking big around the other guys (who presumably look up to him more than they do to me), eat so little and go to the gym, thinking he can lose weight, drinking protein shakes... what an asshole. fucking bastard always used to say i was emo, i always 'merajuk', when in fact it is him! that bastard fuckface is the one who 'suka-suka' one day talk to you, one day don't talk to you. i'm not self-promoting myself here to look good against him, but HONESTLY if you know me well, i'm a genuinely nice guy who just happens to like a joke or two (or more). i don't always wish bad to people, but only when pushed to the limit. this guy has totally pushed me over the limit. gets on my nerves, just talking about this bloke...
but at the end of the day, what can i do? what can i say? it seems like all of the guys from my class who stays here are jerks, assholes, bastards... i could go on and on, but i guess i'll just have no choice but to move on with life, act nice in front of them... keep up the act, Marc, keep up the good act... someday they'll meet with a grisly end..... TO YOU, FUCKERS: GO FUCK YOURSELF! i'm not going to be too kind or nice to you people anymore! i'm going to do whatever i like, whenever i like. i'm not going to give a fuck about whether you like what i do or not. i've had it with pleasing people with every single thing i do. NO SIRREE! it's time i lived my life without having to care about every single fucker's feelings! i'm only answerable to my parents and to God. simple as that. thank you.
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