disappointment

i am disappointed with myself. why? for not trying my best in whatever i do. first of all, today was badminton and table tennis tournament, and i took part in both sports. badminton was first, and i participated in the singles and mixed doubles events. in the singles, i was defeated in the first round. crap. and then in the mixed doubles, i lost in the first round again. double crap. =(

then in table tennis, i went all the way to the final without dropping a set. i faced Grace in the final, and guess what? yup, no prizes for guessing who lost. me again. triple crap! sigh. gotta improve myself for future experiences. =)