wishful thinking

see this cool pair of shoes? this is the Jeremy Scott adidas wings 2.0 sneakers. they are limited edition sneakers. now this is what i want! it's just a shame that the price has to be so wrong. it costs approx. RM699! sigh. what i would give just to have this pair of sneakers... well, i can only dream, can i?

butterfly kisses

there's two things i know for sure.
she was sent here from heaven, and she's daddy's little girl.
as I drop to my knees by her bed at night, she talks to Jesus, and I close my
eyes.
and i thank God for all the joy in my life,
oh, but most of all...

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"walk beside the pony, daddy, it's my first ride."
"i know the cake looks funny, daddy, but i sure tried."
oh, with all that I've done wrong, i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

sweet sixteen today,
she's looking like her mother a little more every day.
one part woman, the other part girl.
to perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
trying her wings out in a great big world.
but I remember...

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.

"you know how much i love you, daddy, but if you don't mind,
i'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time.
"oh, with all that I've done wrong, i must have done something right.
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

she'll change her name today.
she'll make a promise and i'll give her away.
standing in the bedroom just staring at her,
she asked me what i'm thinking, and i said "i'm not sure,
i just feel like i'm losing my baby girl." then she leaned over... and gave
me...

butterfly kisses, with her mother there, stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
"walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"does my wedding dress look pretty, daddy?" "daddy, don't cry."
oh, with all that i've done wrong, i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses..

a every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses at night...

alone again

aloha!
*i am feeling sick now, so blogging is weird.*

i think i am falling sick. yes, that is what i am thinking to myself. i PRESUME i am sick. whatever. i haven't fallen sick for a while now, and it was about time i fell sick. i know it's weird to say that of myself, but yes: i had to 'cheer' myself up that falling sick now was hpw sall i say it, 'fated'. haha. when it is your time, it IS your time. morbid stuff.
yesterday was oh-so-horrible for me. my puppy, Poppy, ran away from home. my dad opened the gate to drive out, and the silly dog (who usually is kept in her enclosure before anyone can enter or leave the house) just took the chance to run away. after a frantic twenty minute search for her around Serene Park, i decided to give up the notion of finding her, as such a dog would've been 1) picked up and taken home by strangers, seeing how cute she is, or 2) ROADKILL. yes, it pains me to think of that negative scenario, but just maybe she could've been run over by cars. a very trying time. i am pet-less and 'lonely without man's best friend' again. naturally.

these things are meant to happen. i leave it to God to take care of Poppy, wherever she is.

life's a bitch

anyŏnghijumushŏssŏyo!

hope i got that right. it's korean for good morning.

should learn more before simply typing it here. could be a wrong word. bummer.

haha. okay. so what shall i do today?

today's the second day of hols, so what can the monkeyman do?

oh i know! lifepacs! err...great suggestion...NOT! =.=

dang it! i'm sure life's more exciting than this. i don't think i am meant to stay cooped up at home for two weeks. right?

ok so maybe i could just be delusional. maybe i shall proceed to stare at the ceiling or walls in my house and talk to imaginary friends. just maybe...

so far no one has called or texted me about going out for something. outings, maybe? but alas, there is none.

actually, i am glad that i have a blog. then at least when i am bored i can just pour out my boredom here. oh wait. my feelings and thoughts. yes, that was what i meant. pardon me.

sigh. sigh. and more sighs.

but perhaps i might find something exciting to do. maybe try to complete as many lifepacs as possible.

hey...not THAT'S a challenge! and i think i might learn to enjoy it...

holidays? aaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh!

top o' the morning, peeps!
today is the beginning of the two week holidays. yay! *NOT!*
truth is, i actually woke up about an hour ago, and that's not a good thing. thank goodness my dad didn't scold me or anything. ha!
i just had brekkie, and i ate one of my favourite (comfort, too?) foods: 'slushie' Chipsmore cookies left to 'melt' in cold white milk. happiness.

here it is. i may look gooey and gross, but believe me, it is really 'derisherous'! XD

anything chocolately will do for me. hahahhahahahahaha.
hmm. i hate these kinds of holidays. even just one day of public holidays i can't take it.
why? because it is either work or nothing at all. no fun. no going out with friends.
not even for a drink or something. pissy.
frankly, i haven't even drawn up a list of things that i plan to do during this hols. maybe i should start think up things to do. (seeing that i have nothing much to do now anyways)


toodles! (signed off, A HOLIDAY HATER)

panic switch

Time
It's never worth my time
Blue shine
Bleeds into my eyes

I still
Sleep on the right side
Of the white noise
Can't leave the scene behind

Could I be anything you want me to be
Its always meant to be seen

When you see yourself in a crowded room
Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped?
Will you step in line or release the glitch?
Can you fall asleep with a panic switch?

And when you see yourself in a crowded room
Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped?
Will you step in line or release the glitch?
Do you think she'll sleep with the panic...

Mm, I'll try
To hold on tight tonight

Pink slip
Inviting me inside
Wanna burn skin
And brand what once was mine
But the red views
Keep ripping the divide

If I go everywhere you want me to go
How will I know you'll still follow?

I'm waiting and fading and floating away
I'm waiting and fading and floating away
I'm waiting and fading and floating away
Waiting and fading and floating...

eat, play, and eat again

annyeonghaseyo peeps!
'hello' can get a bit boring, so i decided to 'go Korean'. lame, i know =.=
anyways it is a refreshing change. don't y'all agree? XD
it was the second day of presentations today. Chang Min presented a poem. i have no idea what it meant, but he read it well. overall everything went well. the only funny moment: Paul had to re-read his presentation item FOUR times! poor guy...
played a lot of table tennis today too. getting kinda sick of it. oh did i mention there was P.E. too? played futsal, but didn't get 'into the groove' as i was going solo (practically) as Chang Min didn't turn up for the game. Peter's team thrashed mine 7-4 or something like that... pathetic crap.
after lunch we had some games organized by Jennifer and Estelle. they were pretty fun, if not for the fact that i kept getting 'punished' for not following the rules. apparently i missed it twice. oh well. sh*t happens. ha ha.
there were lots of food after that! pizza, pizza, and MORE pizza! yummy! didn't eat much though. had to watch my waistline. it is expanding day by day! wakakaka XD
tomorrow there will be another futsal match. sigh... it's funny. i don't like playing the game anymore. it's like i have somehow lost the motivation to play already... maybe tomorrow i might get back into the groove IF Chang Min plays alongside me. hmm... going solo is NOT fun at all.

one last thing: i want to congratulate Cheryl for doing well in her reading of the biography of Prince William today. apparently she was given the bio of Barack Obama, but she went for the bio of the Prince instead. it goes to show that royalty rules. hahahahahaha.