bloody heck!

Haih. Today has been one of the strangest days for me. TWO particular incidents stand out. Let's look at the first incident. I was in the shower room, was taking off my clothes, when I tripped over my own pants and took a (literal!) tumble and ht my head on the wall. Damn dumb of me. Felt so silly after getting up. Groggy? No. Bleeding? Also no. Thank God! *phew!*
Second incident. Today was the day we received our test papers back from school. Out of 10 papers, I passed 6 and failed 4. Seems okay...till I discovered that I had to re-sit the test. Fine, as that was expected (Duhh?), but then it was this Saturday. Saturday. The day I was looking forward to going back to Johor Bahru to celebrate my grandfather's birthday! Bloody heck! *pekcek now* >_<

many problems, no solutions

Worry. Yes yes, I do that. A LOT.
Sometimes I wonder...why do some people have ALL the good stuff? Why do some people act like idiots, yet still have people who talk to them normally, or find them funny, but when I unintentionally commit such acts people immediately shun me, or don't treat me the same way they do to certain people...
I also have the right to live on this earth, to do silly things sometimes, to be serious, to be who I am. So why is it that whenever I want to be who I am people take offence and think I am proud, rude, or ALL things negative??? What have I done to deserve such damnation? I AM WHO I AM, so if you don't like what you see...too bad. I don't live on this earth to please anyone, not my family, nor my friends. I just want to be who I am. Furthermore, I see my friends (or acquaintances) doing what they like, behaving the way they want, and they DON'T get ridiculed or chastised for what they are or what they do. One more gripe: It doesn't help that whenever I am happy, or whenever I think that I might be comfortable around someone or for the matter the act of almost being completely comfortable doing something I like, SOMEONE or SOMETHING just has to go burst my 'optimism bubble' and make me afraid to be happy again.
GIRLS: I have no luck with. Nada. Zilch. Nix. Whenever I go out in a group that includes guys and girls that I know, they rather talk to the other guys than me. In the end, I just end up as a 'calefare'; and extra who is a misfit. Out Of Place. Always awkward. Try hard to be sociable, end up falling hard too. I want to be friends with girls, but they somehow or rather choose to shun me. I don't stalk, or do anything perverted to them, so why do this to me? Out of the blue, for no reason, they will just ignore me. Ohhh...I just want for us to be close friends and just have a normal relationship...what's so hard? It just makes me disgusted to think I could ever get a girlfriend... Whenever I go out with any girls I just met they won't be interested in what I have to say, or about me. Call me negative, but I feel that other guys are so much better than me. At this rate I'm going I might as well just close myself off from this world and also just be a bachelor... Life's not kind to me anymore. I have to live everyday with people whom I can't get along with, live far away from my family, live with a terrible skin disease that doesn't seem to go away...the list goes on and on...
I cannot confide in anyone about my problems. People will end up thinking I'm the kind of guy who is looking for self-pity, or the kind of guy who's problematic, or the kind of guy who just randomly rants about all injustices of life. I know, life's never fair, and it won't ever be fair. All I can do is just be forever alone, confiding in no one, and pouring out my troubles here on my blog. That's a pretty sad and pathetic life I have, to be honest. Got to sleep now. Tired of the day, tired of worrying too much...

Maybe, just maybe...life will be kind to me... I hope things will improve for me fast...

level UP!

Ah, the weekend is upon us... Finally! Yesterday was kinda fun, as my Batch 47 guys and (obviously) yours truly prepared a 'hi-tea' buffet spread for our 'last' Level 1 assessment! It was tiring, as Thursday we did 'mise en plus' (which is the preparation of the ingredients to be used in cooking a particular dish), and then yesterday all we had to do was just cook or assemble the respective dishes. We cooked among others Mee Goreng Mamak, spring rolls, tuna and egg sandwiches, mixed vegetables, roast chicken and potatoes, potato and leek soup, and many more items. We invited all the chefs and staff of Cilantro Culinary Academy for the buffet, and we got rave reviews from each and every individual who sampled our cooking. Great stuff! Haha! For me, I was particularly pleased with myself (and my batch mates, for sure) for helping out more than I usually would. Sometimes I know I am not the most proactive student in the kitchen, but I don't want to bash myself up over past mistakes, and I am just pleased with my performance, on a personal note. Anyways, just glad that Level 1 is over, and we can move on to Level 2 next week...

boring day.....

just another boring day. shietzzzzz.......

today's boring. yesterday was exciting! Eric and yours truly went 'backpacking' around KL city. walked a lot, but that's what makes it fun. weather was in a foul mood, but nevertheless we strong men braved it. happy that i 'used up' my Lois jeans RM200 voucher. got a nice pair of jeans! sweet stuff! hahaha! downside? Liverpool lost 2-1 to Arsenal thanks to a late winner by two-goal hero Robin van Persie. actually, Arsenal scored ALL three goals! Liverpool's goal was actually an own goal by Gunners defender Laurent Koscielny. LOL!
ahhh.... now, to think of things to do that can keep me entertained... listening to music and completing a crossword puzzle... seems interesting...

better late than never

I know this is a bit late, but yeah, at least I bother to even take time to post this. Actually, I don't have much to do, so I can afford to take time to type all this! Haha! What do I want to talk about? Ahh...yes. How could I possibly forget? Liverpool FC(of England)'s record eighth League Cup win over Cardiff City(of Wales). I am a die-hard Liverpool fan, so this win meant that we broke a six-year trophy-less run. It means so much to me, and for sure all the Liverpool fans around the world. Okay, already wrote all this down. Haha...what else? Life's been good to me, so far... Level 1 of my culinary course (foundation) is coming to an end. Next Friday will be our 'hi-tea buffet', and that will mark the end of Lvl 1. Mixed feelings... I'm both nervous and excited about heading towards next Friday... Strange...

random fact about me 2

here's a fact about ME that you might want to know (or maybe not):

TWO of my favourite foodstuff : Dorayaki and gummy bears. =)

valentine shmalentine

It's Valentine's Day today! I know......OVER-commercialized, bla bla bla... I know, I know... Why am I saying this? 'cos the last gift I did give a girl on VD was in 2010, and that also I just bought some chocolates and placed it in a handmade box, and those damned chocolates cost so much! Bloody hell! Anyways, I just want to wish the couples a romantic time with each other! Enjoy your day, and of course more importantly the REST of your days together! Hahahaha!

*Weird but true* I just texted 'Happy Valentine's Day' to my mummy! That's not all! I told her that I love her too! First time saying that! Weird, but I did it anyway! First time sending her such a text! Oh mai goshhhhh! Wonder (and waiting) how she's gonna react! Hahahaha!!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S, PEEPS! XOXO