Sweet disposition

if in doubt, get out

2012-02-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Funny thing, this. Today I totally had NOTHING to do at home, and so this thought came to me: I just realized that I had been 'quite' positive this week. Nothing strange about that, you say...but to me it makes a lot of difference. Usually, I would moan and whine about something that doesn't go my way, but this week I seem pretty content about the way events have unfolded in my life. To me this is an achievement. Turning negative thoughts to positive. Wow...never thought this would even be possible. Haha!

*on a separate note* I was supposed to go back to JB for a 'surprise' visit (seeing that Tuesday is a public holiday), but backed out in the end, for various reasons. Damn...it TOTALLY sucks to 'FFK' yourself (if you can call it that)! Hahahaha... Totally bored stiff here in Subang... Alone...... ><

random fact about me 1

2012-02-03T23:00:00.002+08:00

here's a fact about ME that you might want to know (or maybe not):

TWO of my favourite actors in Hollywood (currently): Joseph Gordon-Levitt and Emma Stone. so there you go. hahahahahaha!

another year, another pair.....

2012-01-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

Hi! Just came back from Summit shopping mall! I was there to take delivery of my (LATEST) pair of eyeglasses. Had to get new ones, because one arm of my previous pair had a minor screw problem. I got a Giordano branded pair. Quite nice... It's a black plastic-framed eyeglasses. Never worn plastic frames before. First time. Ha!

Sigh..... I REALLY feel bad for my parents, as they just bought me a pair last year (around this time), and now they have to fork out more moolah to pay for my new pair. I really hate to see them have to pay for (probably?) my carelessness. To Mom and Dad, I'm sorry I didn't take good care of the previous eyeglasses. I will learn to treasure my possessions more and take good care of them from now onwards.

Let's see......what else..... Ahh! CNY is approaching! Wait....it's just next week! OMG! How time flies! I remember vividly the day I was checking my school's timetable for the hols last year, and noticed that CNY was in January. It seemed early for CNY, but some years are such. Anyways, I am just looking forward to JB. The last time I was back was roughly about two to three weeks back, but it seems so long now. Must be my studies.... It has this unnerving habit to make the days and months seem long. Haha! Well, I'm almost there..... Few more days left..... :)

FIRST Friday the 13th for 2012

2012-01-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

today's Friday the 13th! and it happens to be the FIRST Friday the 13th of 2012! (there are three Friday the 13th's this year: January, April, and July.) Teehee!

Not that I'm superstitious or what, just a random fact. In fact, some people might be too busy with their own lives that they never notice the small things around them.....

Wednesday 4 January 2012 = bad day

2012-01-04T14:27:00.001+08:00

You know how, after a REALLY miserable day, that you wished the ground would just swallow you up? Yeah, that's how I'm feeling now. Today has been one of the most horrible days of my life! If it's any consolation, it's 'OFFICIALLY' my FIRST worst day here since I joined Cilantro Culinary Academy. Shit really happens only to me.....

So, what really happened to me today? Well, here goes.....Today was the first day of assessment, and I couldn't find my cook's hat before entering kitchen. I reckoned I lost it on the way to school. Doesn't matter. I walked home to get it, only to remember the house door was jammed because of a faulty lockset. Nevermind. Next I walked back to school, and after consulting a chef, it seems I was expected to buy a new one. Okay, fine. Part with some money, as long as I don't get failed for the VERY FIRST assessment! Bought it, entered class, only to discover that the cooking's almost done. My chef later delivers the news that I get the lowest marks of all the class. Totally cool with that decision. considering that I had such a crappy morning, that was to be expected. Pretty much just glad I didn't get failed. Come home, only to find my original hat. As if to rub more salt into my wounds, I don't feel quite well and Liverpool get thrashed by Man City 3-0.

Life's shitty sometimes, ain't it? I never want to have such a thing like this to EVR happen to me again...

.....hello 2012!

2012-01-01T00:18:00.001+08:00

MY FIRST POST FOR 2012!!!!! lol =.="
so....it's finally goodbye 2011, and HELLO 2012! yes, it's already January 2012! the 1st, to be precise. hahahahaha! a new year, a new beginning..... let's hope this year will bring me lots of good things! may God bless and watch over all my loved ones! :-)

gee.....

2011-12-31T13:18:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i dont know how i got to this video, but just watch it and have a good laugh. wicked shit!

goodbye 2011.....

2011-12-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

Today's the last day of 2011! 31st December 2011......how you've arrived quickly... 2012 is a new year, and a new beginning. Wonder what I will do today... Somehow where I live now doesn't have anything nice to do... If only I had a car... Hahahahaha! *random babblings* WHAT IS THERE TO DO????? I'm pretty much bored to bits here in my room! No where to go also....... Sigh... ><

While on the topic of 'new year', just want to wish everyone a happy new year! May 2012 be a good year for all in every aspect, and may God bless and protect us. Positivity should be abound, and prosperity too. LOL....what am I saying now? Hahahaha.... whatever it is, just have a good time y'all! :-)

sad case

2011-12-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

maybe i shouldn't have said what i said, and done what i did. if you're reading this, i'm truly sorry. i always end up putting my foot in my mouth. DAMN! why do i always have to make a mountain out of a molehill??? Marc...Y U NO LEARN FROM PAST MISTAKES?????

BTW...it is the second last day of 2011~ 2012 is coming fast! *nothing else to say* hahahahahahahahahaha

i want TANGYUEN!

2011-12-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

And so it's the Winter Solstice or something today. BIG DEAL! Don't know what's the fretting over this event.
HA! I'M IGNORANT. pfft...
......though I may not understand what it means, I know that I enjoy eating this delicacy called 'tangyuen' that is normally served on the winter solstice. It's delicious, and what's more, it's CHEWY! FUN! I really want to have it!!!!!

*wonder if I can get tangyuen in Subang...

busybodies. pffft!

2011-12-08T18:23:00.000+08:00

My day summed up:

1) Manchester United were eliminated from the UEFA Champions League, Season 2011/12 early this morning. They lost 2-1 to FC Basel. From the group stage. ONLY. Fact: they were last season's UCL runners-up in the defeat to FC Barcelona at Wembley, England. They finished third in their group, therefore eliminating them from the said competition and dropping them into the Europa League. Another fact: It will be MU's first time in the newly-reformatted Europa League. Really shocking stuff for me when I woke up this morning. Also, Man City are also out of the competition despite defeating already-qualified Bayern Munich 2-0. So, to sum it up: BOTH Manchester clubs have failed to make it into the knockout stages. How did this happen? Bad mistakes from seasoned veterans United cost them the essential points needed to qualify, while City, debutants this season, were "jittery" in their opening games and that cost them vital points as well. I may be a hardcore Liverpool FC fan, but when MU get knocked out of the Champions League group stage I feel for the fans. They are so used to seeing their successful team go from strength to strength in each round of the competition that it must be really strange to suddenly see their team competing in Europe's second competition. Oh well... That's the price you pay when you don't do well in the Champs League...

2) On another note... I absolutely do not appreciate people who question my sanity. Why am I even typing all this? Because, today when I was in class, a colleague of mine, S, took me aside to kindly tell me that there have been a few people in my batch (47) and also other senior students in my culinary academy who have noticed me "talking to myself." S then asked me if I have an "invisible friend" (e.g. ghost friend). I said no. Of course not. I wouldn't simply mess around with this stuff. But he told me that he has some friends who are loners, and they "wish" for certain of the said "ghostly friends." I of course appreciated S's kindness in asking me about my mental health and stuff. He's a really nice guy. God bless him. But one this I want to clarify: to those so-called "seniors" and those in my batch who went to ask S about whether I have a problem by talking to myself: SHUT THE FUCK UP and GET THE FUCK OUT. What does it concern you whether I talk to myself or not? I'm still a newbie in this academy, and the way I see it, you guys asking about me this way is total disrespect. And what is wrong with talking to myself? Does it show that I am a nutcase? Don't tell me you people don't talk to yourself sometimes. I'm sure everyone has done it before. Yes, I admit, I DO talk to myself. But that's to critique myself, encourage myself, and other things I don't have to tell you about. So does that make me a complete cuckoo? The answer is NO. Go find some other things to do with your time than to ask about a new student this way. LOSERS. Get a life, FUCKERS...

damn damn damn!

2011-12-04T13:38:00.000+08:00

been feeling sick since yesterday. methinks it's an irritated throat. been causing me to have sudden painful coughs. didn't see the doctor yesterday, as when i "felt" sick, the clinic must've been already closed, as it was already so late. but that's not the problem...

woke up this morning with the intention to pay the doc a visit, but woke up at only 10-ish. nevermind that. aftera bath, i made the walk to the clinic, only to discover that 1) today was Sunday, and 2) on Sundays the clinic closes at 10am. FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU..........!!! okay, so my bad there. off i went, another jolly stroll to the pharmacy at Guardian in Summit, only to discover that the bleeding pharmacist is on leave till the 7th. by now, i was about as irritated as my throat, so i just grabbed a box of Dequadin lozenges and got the heck out of there! i must say, i have already popped one in my mouth, and so far it hasn't helped much, but it tastes good. very nice, Honey & Lemon...

all i can do is drink lots of water, eat more lozenges, and if not recovered by tomorrow gotta see the dreaded doctor. i HATE being sick!

the beginning of the last (month)

2011-12-01T02:25:00.001+08:00

IT'S ALREADY THE FIRST OF DECEMBER! hahahahahahaha!
time DOES fly by past us quickly... hmm.....

now, when i look back at "my 2011" , what will i say about it? how will i summarize it? i have absolutely no FREAKING idea! the first half of my year was decent lah. was still then studying in Word Centre, so i guess i thought i would be staying on until maybe early half of next year (need to have some time to complete my LIFEPACs till Grade 11 in order to qualify for the SAT examinations!), but would you believe it i had signed up for a course in culinary! here was a chance for me to escape from taking the SATs, so yeah...and BOOM! voila, here i am now in Subang, studying culinary! life does take us on strange trips... at least i know my 2011 wasn't wasted... heh.....

well, life's pretty kind to me up here... i miss JB, i for sure do miss my family, AO friends, etc etc...but i guess i am here for a reason, and that is to study as well as possible in this course i'm taking now. it's tough, i admit, but then again life's like that eh? enough about all this... hope that everyone out there will do the best with their lives!

gotta sleep now. got class later on. will be cooking lots of food! muahahahahaha! take care, peeps! ciao!

quote(s) of the day

2011-11-28T08:41:00.003+08:00

HI! it's really been a long while since i've blogged! well that's because i've nothing much to say here. nothing to say, nothing to blog. hahahaha!

*anyway here are two (good) quotes i want to share today:

"If opportunity doesn't knock, then build a door."

"Wise men talk because they have something to say. Fools talk because they have to say something."

emotion e-sh-motion

2011-11-15T13:30:00.004+08:00

SUPPORTING LIVERPOOL FC

(Here are a few ways I sum up my emotions when I, a die-hard Reds fan, watch LFC play.)

It’s been frustrating and joyous and depressing and awesome.

Yet, I don’t have geographical ties to my team.

But when Suarez (or anyone from the current squad!) scores, I leap off my couch and start going hysterical. Trust me, when you see me doing all of the above mentioned DO NOT CALL THE POLICE or MENTAL INSTITUTION! It's just a "reflex" thing.

When we give up on a late deciding goal and take a single point instead of three, I feel completely demoralized.

But, everytime I wear the shirt, I wear the shirt with massive pride. The badge is meant to be honoured.

And whenever our anthem, "You'll Never Walk Alone", is played, it never fails to make the hairs on my back stand.

Make no mistake, Liverpool’s my team.

And I couldn’t be prouder of the boys. GO REDS!

twenty years old. gah

2011-11-07T01:51:00.001+08:00

today's my birthday! i'm 20! haha! :)
feels...the same. weird. 20 doesn't feel any different. just a number...

20 years young

2011-11-05T15:42:00.003+08:00

hi! i'm BACK! :D

arrived in JB at 2AM this morning. back for birthday celebrations with family + helping Dad in the office. what an incentive. haaaaa.
anyways, JB hasn't changed much. i repeat that: JB. HASN'T. CHANGED. MUCH. you'd think that "modern" areas would progress QUICKER. but no. so yeah...
what else? owhh...! to Karyn...if you are reading this, I know it is "too late", but once again GOOD LUCK IN YOUR SAT EXAMINATIONS!!!!! hope you do well and graduate! you're almost getting out of Word Centre! haha! :D
right...my birthday is coming up, so i should be excited. am i? yes i am! hahaha! talking to myself. again. :P

on a separate note: i wanna say a BIG THANKS to my Cilantro Culinary Academy (Batch 47) for surprising (no, i was REALLY surprised!) me yesterday! my bday's not till Monday, but since Mon is a holiday, they sneakily planned to surprise me with a birthday cake (which my mom ordered without me knowing. grrr....). thanks, guys! awesome shit right there.....
btw: the cake was delicious! hazelnut... first time eating hazelnut cake. mmhmmm..... nom nom nom! :D

birthday's exact day is gonna coincide with Hari Raya Haji, which is on Monday. cool.....NOT!

*happily waiting to OFFICIALLY turn 20! the BIG 2-0!* :)

Goodbye JB, Hello KL

2011-10-29T18:43:00.001+08:00

Today's my "last" day here in JB! I'm totally excited at the prospect of going to another place for a few years, and gaining a good experience in being a chef! I will be leaving tomorrow morning, so for those of you whom I didn't get to say goodbye to personally, GOODBYE! Also, take good care of yourselves and work hard! Be someone useful to society!

Okay, I want to get this off my chest: To Miss G, you may have my best interests at heart when you advised me about my choice of path that I have taken, but looks like you mixed both professional and personal advice together, thus giving me the impression that you want to keep me here in JB, squeezing every last ringgit out of my parents. I somehow don't share that sentiment, as I am already 20, and needed to get out of this rut and move on. Look, I know that I have already reached Grade 10 - 11, and I only have a few more books to go to allow me a chance to take the SAT examinations, and in turn will allow me to pursue my dreams of being a great artist, but circumstances have made me drop all plans to be an artist (for now) and be a chef, which is my second favourite profession. I always believe that when God closes a door, He opens another. So, thank you for your kind opinions and advice, but I will stick to what I think is right, and continue to join this culinary programme. In all my years at A&O Word Centre, I have enjoyed every moment (good AND bad!), and I continue to wish this school every success in the coming years and the future. To Miss G, you've been a fantastically supportive teacher/friend/principal to me, and I will forever be grateful to you for taking me into your school way back in Feb 2009. Also to the other teachers, Teacher Eileen, Teacher Benny, and of course Teacher Wendy, I have enjoyed your company through all this time I've been at this school, and hope to see you all very soon!

Leaving JB for a few years will definitely be tough, but life's like that: you need to move on in order to grow. I hope that everyone will be kind, loving, and patient to each other, and in that way the world will be a nicer place to live in. I'm not going to be blogging or Facebooking so often from Oct 31 onwards, so this is going to be my "last" blog post for now...

Ciao, peeps! Don't miss me too much! *jokes jokessssss* xoxo

quote of the day

2011-10-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

Love is promise
Love is a souvenir
Once given
Never forgotten, never let it disappear...

Marco Simoncelli: 1987-2011

2011-10-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

Marco Simoncelli: 1987-2011

First of all, I want to offer my sincerest condolences to the family, friends and colleagues of Marco Simoncelli, who passed away today. He was involved in a fatal crash involving three bikes during the second lap of the Malaysian Grand Prix. I just can't find the words to say anymore about this incident. It's the second fatality in motorsport, having already lost British racecar driver Dan Wheldon to injuries too, in an Indy Car crash last week. Shudder. But this is racing: there's always the risk, and unfortunately it's part of their (the riders and drivers) jobs. Sh*t happens, and I especially am gutted to know that the world has lost a talented, up-and-coming racer. He will always be remembered as the guy with the big hair (well at least to me!). R.I.P, Marco...

greener pastures? come on over!

2011-10-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

truth be told, i dont even know if people even read my blog anymore.

*horrible negative thoughts arising again* aww shucks. cant help it. its human nature.

as i am typing this, it will be my last post for a week. i will be 'seeking newer and greener pastures' for the next whole week. i dont want to reveal too much, as its not 'confirmed' yet, but i will be on trial for a week, and God willing i will 'begin my new life' not a moment too soon. *hope and pray* =)

meanwhile i am supposed to be packing for my trip tomorrow, but i need a 'break' in between. procrastination. that seems to be my favourite hobby. ha! i just somehow felt like i needed to blog about this. dont want to tell it to people. want them to read it from my blog. (haaaaaa. if they ever do, that is...)

okays then. looks like its curtains for my AO WORD CENTRE days. after this next one week i 'may or may not' return to that place anymore. dont want to start being sentimental (i always am), and negative about anything, so i guess the buck stops here, and i want to go get some rest before tomorrow's bus ride up to 'somewhere'. God bless WORD CENTRE, and also to all my colleagues there. enjoy your next week of school!

goodnight world! XOXO

Steve Jobs 1955 - 2011

2011-10-06T19:47:00.001+08:00

Steve Jobs, Apple's co-founder, has passed away. The co-founder was 56 and had been battling a rare form of pancreatic cancer. This is the guy who was responsible for introducing the global community to desktop publishing and computer animated movies and creating the first commercially successful computer. Jobs co-founded Apple Computer at the age of 21 out of his garage in Cupertino, California. He built the business into a mind-boggling success with devoted fans around the world. Apple has since brought us the iPod, iPhone, iPad tablet and more. Sad... See, this goes to show: LIFE'S UNPREDICTABLE. We can seem to be healthy today, but might be sick with a certain disease or worst, have a rare disease that cuts our life on this earth short. Just a recent example: Steve Jobs was such a visionary (and I'm not alone in using the V word to describe him), yet he had to go so soon. We all have to cherish our lives and be the best that we can be everyday.

We hope Jobs's family will pull through and find solace in time of grief.

R.I.P, Steve Jobs. The whole world will miss you (and your would-be-but-never-will-be ideas to revolutionize computer technology around us).

1st death anniversary of Muffin

2011-09-09T00:14:00.002+08:00

IN MEMORY of: Muffin
(2002-03? - 9th September 2010)

Wow..... Has it already been a year since his death? Time does fly by quickly. For those who don't know, it is my (late) pet dog Muffin's 1st death anniversary today. He passed away early in the morning last year. He was already old, coupled with some sickness, it rendered him quite weak and soulless. I know God had his reasons for taking Muffin away so soon, and I just thank the Lord that He put Muffin out of his misery and pain by taking him to 'doggy heaven' so soon. When it's your time to go, you just have to go. Y'know, I now look back and really thank the Lord that He gave me and my family such joy with Muffin in our lives. He was a bit naughty (obviously, since the little bugger thought he was a big dog), but mostly obedient and clever in many ways. His death came as such a shock, particularly to me, as I loved him dearly. I would like to think that he loved me the most (out of all my family members) too. I look back, memories start flooding back, and I strangely recall the times when I was 'afraid' of him (as he was then a new 'member' to the family back in '02-'03 and the fact that he was the first 'toy dog' that I had), but slowly Muffin and I grew closer and closer. I deeply regret the times I mistreated him, and if I could, I would give him a great big hug and kiss him too! Ha ha! I never kissed him before. Wasted. Now I would never get the chance again. Sad. Even as I'm typing this, I think I'm going to cry. Just thinking of him makes me happy, yet sad. Looking at pictures of him make me smile. They always do. A big grin would be plastered on my face everytime! Ahh...what memories... God bless Muffin's soul. Rest In Peace, Muffin. You'll always be my favourite pet puppy.....

new month, same old dreariness

2011-09-01T17:06:00.000+08:00

It's already the 1st of September! WHAT? Where have all the earlier months gone? Have they really gone by so quickly? Sheesh. Oh well. I can do nothing but welcome it. After all, we only move forward, and not backwards...

Let's see...what do I have to blog about today... Actually, nothing at all. Just that it's the 1st of September. Yeah, that's about it. Hmmm.....this one-week holidays have actually been sucky. Nothing to look forward to. Pffft.

Happy Independence Day Malaysia!

2011-08-31T15:39:00.000+08:00

THANK GOD! I told my parents about my 'little fender-bender' yesterday night, and they didn't scold me much. In fact, I think I panicked for NOTHING! Ha ha...although I just think that they didn't scold me on the pretext that they just came back from KL. Maybe they were too tired to scold? Anyways, they just told me to be more careful the next time, bla bla bla..... Whew! Glad it went well. My only gripe? The incident affected my appetite for dinner. Now I know the feeling when people say they can't eat after something horrible has happened. The feeling sucks, btw.

Am in the office currently, still trying to complete dad's assignment to me. SketchUp is fun. REALLY fun! I have to go back to work now, so toodles! xx

*oh before I forget: HAPPY HARI MERDEKA, MALAYSIA! I am proud to be an 'Anak Malaysia' XD

three times NOT the charm

2011-08-30T15:42:00.002+08:00

I am dead. SO dead. Why? Because I just dented the front door of the family car. And the thing is, it isn't the first time I've had a fender-bender with this car. The first time round, I crashed into the kerb outside my house, puncturing the front right tire in the process. Second time, I scraped the back end of the car on the house gate as I was too close to it while turning in. And now, I tried to reverse the car while in the car porch, and at the same time leaving the driver's door open. Went a bit too far behind, and KERRRAAACCCCKKKK!!!!! the door frame gets a little dent. Little enough to allow yours truly an earful from parents. Stupid of me to do what I did. Oh well. I can't turn back time and undo things, can I? All I can do is just move forward and hope that my parents have mercy on me. And on a more 'positive' note: now I can add another 'event' to my resume of 'fender-benders with the dear Hyundai Matrix'. My THIRD. How exciting. Damn. Now, parents are outstation, and should be arriving home soon. Well, I only hope they come home soon. At least then I might face the music and receive all the scolding A.S.A.P! Why must it happen to me again? Why? Pissy now.

*btw here are photos of the damage inflicted on the poor car :(

listless

2011-08-29T16:21:00.001+08:00

I'm bored. VERY bored. Been working in dad's office, trying to complete a project given to me, and yet I'm still not done yet. Gonna be a long day. Hmmm...I'm still bored. What can I do to amuse myself? Facebook, checking out F1 and soccer websites, all have been done, but I still can't find another way to entertain myself. Oh well. This is a sign that I should just be working. Ha ha!

Went out for lunch with bros just now, and I drove my dad's Proton Waja. It was my first time driving it out! Ha ha! Which brings me to my next train of thought:

(THE CARS I'VE DRIVEN SINCE GETTING MY DRIVER'S LICENSE) :

1) Perodua Kancil

2) Hyundai Matrix

3) BMW 5-Series

4) Ford Laser

5) Proton Waja

Gotta 'add' more cars to my 'list'. He he he.....

*still bored to bits.*

That's all for now. Adios! xx

inspire shminspire

2011-08-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

came back from resort camp at Port Dickson today evening. reached home at 6. super tired.....

anyways, about the resort ('Inspiration Camp', or so it's called), it was......how shall I put it? a mixed-bag? it (most) certainly wasn't the best I have ever gone for, but it was decent. one thing that I want to gripe about is that the water wasn't that clean. it was dirty, resulting in a few students having to make an early morning trip to the Port Dickson hospital. everything else, like rooms, food, etc etc? decent. that's all I can say. overall, I rate this resort 3 out of 5 stars. then there was the 'NO-GO' for the 'obstacle course' that we were supposed to take part in. due to the students falling sick, the teachers decided to cancel it. not that I was looking forward to it, but it surely must be better than being marooned in the hotel room or wasting time doing ABSOLUTELY nothing. oh well. what's done is done. no point crying over spilt milk.

oh btw next week will be a one-week holiday for A&O Word Centre. I don't want a holiday! I want to go to school! sigh...

getting campy

2011-08-23T18:03:00.002+08:00

okay, allow me to get straight to the point: this post will be my last. not exactly the LAST of all time, but just the 'last' for the next few days. I will be AFK as i will be joining my friends and teachers for a school camp in Port Dickson. *HURRAY!*

so.....where shall I begin? oh right....QUESTIONS! alright, here's 1) am I excited about the trip? and 2)am I curious as to how PD is like, seeing that yours truly has NEVER visited that place before? ANSWERS! 1) I am excited, yes, but at the same time 'guilty' of enjoying such pleasure when I have not been fulfilling my goals for this year. GUILT, BE DAMNED!!! hahahahahaha! and 2) YES, I am DEFINITELY curious! actually last year the school also had a camp at PD, but ngam ngam on the day of camp itself my grandfather (paternal side) passed away in his sleep in the wee hours of the morning. fees all paid, everything prepared, and yet i couldn't go. so this time, no matter what, I will be going. for sure I'll be banishing every memory of last year's ill-fated sequence of events and let myself go wild there this year! hehehehehe......

on a separate note, I finally completed my Language Arts Grade 1001 LIFEPAC today! *whew!*

alrighty then, folks.....yours truly has to go pack his bags for camp! have fun, all you who (still) drop by my blog to read! GOODBYE peeps! xx

The little girl in the white dress

2011-08-22T16:15:00.002+08:00

There stood a girl in a white dress

All she wanted was a toy

A doll maybe, she couldn't care less,

Anything that brought her joy.

There stood a clown

With a red nose and a big smile

Things changed when the clown frowned

The girl was speechless for a while.

Then the clown started singing

As he laid the little girl down

A song of horror, her head was spinning

But she was told not to make a sound.

What is he doing?

The little girl thought.

Why is he laughing?

When I am not.

I want my mommy,

The little girl yelled

Please, sir, get off me,

For I'm not feeling too well.

The clown had his share of fun

He passed her to his friends

The girl laid there, all stunned,

Her life was being blown away like sand.

The girl was finally left alone

As she tried painfully to get on her feet

Her face so white and hard as stone

She was far away from the streets.

The little girl now stands there in her dress

The little girl we knew before.

Even though she is wearing the same white dress,

Her dress is white no more.

#whataloadofcrap 3

2011-08-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

let's see. what's new in my world...
school's boring. oh yes, VERY boring. more dull days ahead till camp comes along.....
what else?
oh yes, Barcelona defeat Real Madrid. AGAIN! this time it's the Super Copa. seriously, when will Jose Mourinho finally put out a decent side that can beat Barca in an important match? judging by the way they played, i guess it's still going to be a LOOOOOOOOOONG time.....
and by the way.....the end-of-match fracas between Barca and RM was disgraceful! three players got sent-off for being involved. even Mourinho got in the act by walking towards a Barca official and pinching the guy's face! shameful act from the RM manager and his players. i guess his players learn all these from him... shameful...
WHAT ELSE?
oh right! camp is next Wednesday! YAY! *NOT!*
while i'm excited about camp, i guess a part of me doesn't want to go.
*WHY?*
a part of me just wants to be at home, and another part wants to be there at camp.
i guess i will be the 'most senior' one there, so i suppose i have to be there to assist and guide the younger ones...
WHATEVER. LOL...

that's all for my complaints and whatever. LoL...
goodnight! xx

#whataloadofcrap 2

2011-08-14T19:10:00.000+08:00

i am the kind of person who THINKS OUT LOUD. i am the kind of person who TALKS TO HIMSELF. ALL. THE. TIME. strange, eh? but true. "he's crazy. stay away from this mad fellow!", some say.....but wait! don't go running for cover first! i am not mad. just that, whenever i have certain ideas i will just begin talking to myself. seems mad, yes, but research shows that people who talk to themselves are 'THINKERS'. *actually i don't even know why i am even writing this on my blog. i must be WRITING OUT LOUD too! gosh!*

go ignore me if you think i've lost my marbles hahahahahahahahahahahaha

till the next post, ciao!

#whataloadofcrap

2011-08-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

just checked Facebook, and i discovered that a hacker group by the name of Anonymous is planning to 'destroy' Facebook on the 5th of November this year. hmmm. i somehow don't believe this. okay, i love all things having to do with conspiracies and that kind of sh*t, but hasn't Facebook been through all these before? i mean, remember the case of FB charging users money, etc etc. i don't know. whatever happens then happens.

grow up please, thank you

2011-08-08T17:34:00.004+08:00

i think i am still immatured. stupid to say such things, right? yes i know. but i dont want to be looked down upon. ok i will try to be more grown-up. oh yes.

'Captain America - The First Avenger'

2011-07-31T22:39:00.000+08:00

just watched 'Captain America - The First Avenger' at KSL City. it was just bloody-fantastic! now, i can't wait for 'The Avengers', which is due May? 2012. wow! :D

#musings4

2011-07-24T11:24:00.001+08:00

"If someone is trying very hard to convince you of something, you can assume the opposite."

contrasting emotions

2011-07-17T09:32:00.001+08:00

Loads of boredom. Loads.
Not really implying directly that life's boring, but yeah. My life has been sadly lacking in FUN and EXCITEMENT. saddddddddd.......

On a slightly more happy (and sad, unfortunately) note though, is (or WAS, should I add) that Liverpool FC's long-awaited trip to Malaysia happened yesterday! It was the Reds' first visit to the country, and even though I couldn't go and watch them LIVE, it was massive for me. REALLY MASSIVE. Okay, so the friendly match ended 6-3 in Liverpool's favour (I mean, DUHH?), and although the Liverpool fan in me was delighted with the (rather meaningless) win, I was sad too, that my national team lost. Malaysia's XI delighted the full-house crowd of Bukit Jalil Stadium with better football than the one the dished out against Arsenal a few days back, scoring three goals and playing confidently. Of course, silly mistakes and costly errors gave away cheap goals, but hey.....this is a learning curve for our local team to improve! Mistakes are bound to happen, and this being against a Premier League club, it can all be forgiven. The difference in standards were obviously clear for all to see yesterday. Oh well. May our national side try their best to defeat Chelsea in the last of the Premier League clubs VS the Malaysia XI... HEHEHEHEHEHE.

*ONE MORE THING: To Andy Carroll, you were a disgrace to me (and I think to most of those LFC fans who turned up to watch the match yesterday too). Not only did you kick the ball away in disgust after being caught offside, you had to blatantly dive just to win a penalty! Come on, Andy. wasn't that a bit low? You're a Premier League player, a tall and with a strong physique at that, and with just barely a slight nudge from a smaller-built Malaysian fella you fall down LIKE YOU GOT SHOT IN THE BACK???? I may be a fan of you and your team, but what you did to win that penalty was shameful. It was utter injustice to the Malaysian XI assembled to at least learn something positive from this friendly match arranged. Instead, you became the negativity to this otherwise meaningful match for the national team and fans alike. Shame on you...

Hmmm......what else...
Oh! I watched Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2 yesterday night! It was (once again) a happy yet sad affair. Alright, the HAPPY part: good prevails over evil, etc etc. the SAD part: another series has come to an end. Almost a decade of reading the books + watching the screen adaptations, another cycle has come to an end. I may not have watched ALL of the movies. (I think I missed the previous two movies prior to DH Pt 2). Anyways, things move on. I guess after all has been said and done, I am kind of glad to see the back of Harry Potter and his chums. It was only fitting to end this way. Any more HP movies, and I too might not watch it. Some things should end when the time is right. On a much much brighter note, I am looking forward to catching Captain America! WOOHOO!

toodles!

#musings3

2011-07-14T19:23:00.002+08:00

It doesn't matter what you and I have done or said. The past is all but behind us now. Let's just leave it that way, and move on. I don't want to keep harping on this, but just come to your senses. There's more to life than ignoring a person just because of silly rumours. Come on, face up to reality! Doing this only serves to show me that you are trying to put up a brave front when actually you're running away from the truth. So, change. Please...

#musings2

2011-07-08T19:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alone

Can't seem to find the one for me.

Was I destined to be forever alone?

Or are there stranger things from the powers-that-be?

I keep telling myself that it's okay

And there's no need to worry.

More often than not it doesn't turn out my way

And I end up being lonely.

Perhaps someday there will come a time

When ahead I'll have many brighter days.

There will be someone whom I can call mine

And we will live happily forever and always.....

#musings1

2011-07-08T07:25:00.000+08:00

Why do I worry?

Why do I fret?

Why do I panic?

When the event has not even happened yet?

Perhaps I am nervous?

Perhaps I am scared?

Perhaps I am going to have something I have never before had?

Come what may I will be prepared

Come what may I will be ready

With God by my side

I know He will always be there to help me.

misunderstood. again

2011-07-06T17:46:00.001+08:00

as i'm typing all this now i have just 'recovered' from a very unhealthy session of anger. had a talk with my bestest friend in school, Teacher Benny, and now i'm feeling much better. i thank God that He has brought T.Benny into my life to be my teacher, friend, and also a confidante.

what was i upset about? well, i'll just put it this way: i had been misunderstood. AGAIN. strangely enough, ever since i joined this school, i have been (more or less) misunderstood at some point in time. whether it was by the former students, or the current new ones, it never fails to get off my back. some people say they can't get "the monkey off their back" to describe a certain problem dogging them, but in my case it is more like "the monkey not being able to get the monkey off his back"! ha ha.

after talking with T. Benny, i realized that some people will never appreciate something good done by their friends for them until they realize it when it's all to late. i feel that way right now. i feel that, despite me trying to comfort, support, encourage, and motivate my fellow schoolmates in school, i just end up being misunderstood. so what to do, i ask? for me, i've found my answer: JUST BE MYSELF. i am who i am, and if you don't like it, then it's just TOO bad. as long as i know that i'm doing the right thing, the haters can backbite all they want, yet i won't succumb to criticisms and negative talk. BUT FRET NOT! i'll still be here for those who believe and have complete trust and faith in me. i'll continue to dish out advice and encourage. :)

there, i feel much better letting it all out. now, time for me to go get a bite to eat, 'coz i'm HUNGRY! gahh...! :P

trannie 3

2011-07-03T22:28:00.000+08:00

watched Transformers 3: Dark Of The Moon today. it was typical Michael Bay fare: all the time loud explosions, boom-boom-bang, in-your-face type of action-packed movies. a bit long, but for this kinds of movies the arse numbing was worth it. i am not a big Transformers fan (be it the original cartoon series or the three-quel movie series), but i thoroughly enjoyed DOTM. storyline and plot may be weak (yes i am the critic. ha ha.) , but just don't think too much and sit back and enjoy the ride. maybe you could just watch it for the cars? hehe. for those of you who haven't gone to catch it yet, PLEASE be willing to part with some money to pay for the admission ticket and be prepared to have your eyes feast on all the gorgeous cars and robots (plus the 'new' eye candy, Rosie Huntington-Whitely a.k.a Carly). she's gorgeous too, but in my eyes not as gorgeous as Bumblebee. gosh...how i wished i had such a cool car that could also transform into a robot. one can only dream.....

quote of the day

2011-06-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

today i won't be saying much. will just be posting this 'quote' by yours truly. i swear, it is an original 'quote'! :P

"The last chapter has passed; it has gone. Turn to the next one, and move on."

back to the future

2011-06-28T19:55:00.000+08:00

i haven't been blogging for a while now. i came, i saw(read), and i know. it's been a boring few days of life for me, that's why i haven't been visiting my blog for updating. boooooooooooooring.......

now, back to the future. i am trying very hard to focus on my studies. will be trying to take the SAT test somewhere around September/October this year. but first i got to complete my Math and Language Arts to Grade 11. it's a big ask, but NO PAIN, NO GAIN.

sometimes i wonder.....what am i doing here on earth? i feel that, while i want to work hard and aim to get into a design college, i am at the same time lazing around. no, not doing absolutely NOTHING, but doodling endlessly wherever and whenever i am. not a good thing, but neither is it a bad thing either. i guess doodling is a talent given to people who are FULL of ideas and are creative. i think i am both! so...i take it that my talent of sketching and doodling are both a blessing and a curse? hmmm...

double whammy

2011-06-03T14:49:00.000+08:00

woke up with a blocked nose (again.).
not surprising, as this has been the case for practically the last week or so.
sore throat is still here to stay, so i guess my life right now pretty much sucks.
spent almost the entire morning playing computer games.
played some Daytona, and i won my first race in Desert City! woohoo!
felt bored, so i went online to search for more game downloads, and bowling pleased me, therefore bowling was my choice.
am glad i chose that game, coz i just recorded the top score of 226! *double WOOHOO!*
haahahahahahaha.
yes, i am childish to play such games at my age. but who cares? i am sick, give me a break. let the patient enjoy his unfortunate stay at home. yes, please. hehe.
ahhh...but that does not make me a happy bunny. i am still.....lacking something. something MUCH deeper. i feel empty. ahh such pathetic stuff. forget it. pffft.

whoa no!

2011-06-02T14:54:00.000+08:00

oh look, we are already in June. another month passes in the year of 2011. hooray. NOT.
so, how does June feel? nothing? well okay. thats because i wouldnt want to feel that i had wasted the first five months of 2011 away, so i rather be indifferent to June. my choice. pffft.
the beginning of June......sucked. why? because that was when i began falling sick, and as i am typing this, yours truly is STILL sick. on the last round of meds, yet still no recovery. maybe i need to go back to the dreaded doctor and get more dreaded medication. gahhhhh. nooooooooooooo.
it sucks to be sick. well not that i was gonna have much fun these holidays even if i were to be 100% fit, but at least it would be better to be fit than sick right?
the beginning of June has sucked....BIG time.

wishful thinking

2011-05-31T15:46:00.001+08:00

see this cool pair of shoes? this is the Jeremy Scott adidas wings 2.0 sneakers. they are limited edition sneakers. now this is what i want! it's just a shame that the price has to be so wrong. it costs approx. RM699! sigh. what i would give just to have this pair of sneakers... well, i can only dream, can i?

butterfly kisses

2011-05-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

there's two things i know for sure.
she was sent here from heaven, and she's daddy's little girl.
as I drop to my knees by her bed at night, she talks to Jesus, and I close my
eyes.
and i thank God for all the joy in my life,
oh, but most of all...

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.
"walk beside the pony, daddy, it's my first ride."
"i know the cake looks funny, daddy, but i sure tried."
oh, with all that I've done wrong, i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

sweet sixteen today,
she's looking like her mother a little more every day.
one part woman, the other part girl.
to perfume and makeup, from ribbons and curls.
trying her wings out in a great big world.
but I remember...

butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer.
stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair.

"you know how much i love you, daddy, but if you don't mind,
i'm only going to kiss you on the cheek this time.
"oh, with all that I've done wrong, i must have done something right.
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses at night.

she'll change her name today.
she'll make a promise and i'll give her away.
standing in the bedroom just staring at her,
she asked me what i'm thinking, and i said "i'm not sure,
i just feel like i'm losing my baby girl." then she leaned over... and gave
me...

butterfly kisses, with her mother there, stickin little white flowers all up in her hair
"walk me down the aisle, daddy, it's just about time"
"does my wedding dress look pretty, daddy?" "daddy, don't cry."
oh, with all that i've done wrong, i must have done something right
to deserve a hug every morning, and butterfly kisses..

a every hug in the morning, and butterfly kisses at night...

alone again

2011-05-28T17:11:00.000+08:00

aloha!
*i am feeling sick now, so blogging is weird.*

i think i am falling sick. yes, that is what i am thinking to myself. i PRESUME i am sick. whatever. i haven't fallen sick for a while now, and it was about time i fell sick. i know it's weird to say that of myself, but yes: i had to 'cheer' myself up that falling sick now was hpw sall i say it, 'fated'. haha. when it is your time, it IS your time. morbid stuff.
yesterday was oh-so-horrible for me. my puppy, Poppy, ran away from home. my dad opened the gate to drive out, and the silly dog (who usually is kept in her enclosure before anyone can enter or leave the house) just took the chance to run away. after a frantic twenty minute search for her around Serene Park, i decided to give up the notion of finding her, as such a dog would've been 1) picked up and taken home by strangers, seeing how cute she is, or 2) ROADKILL. yes, it pains me to think of that negative scenario, but just maybe she could've been run over by cars. a very trying time. i am pet-less and 'lonely without man's best friend' again. naturally.

these things are meant to happen. i leave it to God to take care of Poppy, wherever she is.

life's a bitch

2011-05-27T09:48:00.002+08:00

anyŏnghijumushŏssŏyo!

hope i got that right. it's korean for good morning.

should learn more before simply typing it here. could be a wrong word. bummer.

haha. okay. so what shall i do today?

today's the second day of hols, so what can the monkeyman do?

oh i know! lifepacs! err...great suggestion...NOT! =.=

dang it! i'm sure life's more exciting than this. i don't think i am meant to stay cooped up at home for two weeks. right?

ok so maybe i could just be delusional. maybe i shall proceed to stare at the ceiling or walls in my house and talk to imaginary friends. just maybe...

so far no one has called or texted me about going out for something. outings, maybe? but alas, there is none.

actually, i am glad that i have a blog. then at least when i am bored i can just pour out my boredom here. oh wait. my feelings and thoughts. yes, that was what i meant. pardon me.

sigh. sigh. and more sighs.

but perhaps i might find something exciting to do. maybe try to complete as many lifepacs as possible.

hey...not THAT'S a challenge! and i think i might learn to enjoy it...

holidays? aaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh!

2011-05-26T12:18:00.000+08:00

top o' the morning, peeps!
today is the beginning of the two week holidays. yay! *NOT!*
truth is, i actually woke up about an hour ago, and that's not a good thing. thank goodness my dad didn't scold me or anything. ha!
i just had brekkie, and i ate one of my favourite (comfort, too?) foods: 'slushie' Chipsmore cookies left to 'melt' in cold white milk. happiness.

here it is. i may look gooey and gross, but believe me, it is really 'derisherous'! XD

anything chocolately will do for me. hahahhahahahahaha.
hmm. i hate these kinds of holidays. even just one day of public holidays i can't take it.
why? because it is either work or nothing at all. no fun. no going out with friends.
not even for a drink or something. pissy.
frankly, i haven't even drawn up a list of things that i plan to do during this hols. maybe i should start think up things to do. (seeing that i have nothing much to do now anyways)

toodles! (signed off, A HOLIDAY HATER)

panic switch

2011-05-25T20:07:00.001+08:00

Time
It's never worth my time
Blue shine
Bleeds into my eyes

I still
Sleep on the right side
Of the white noise
Can't leave the scene behind

Could I be anything you want me to be
Its always meant to be seen

When you see yourself in a crowded room
Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped?
Will you step in line or release the glitch?
Can you fall asleep with a panic switch?

And when you see yourself in a crowded room
Do your fingers itch, are you pistol-whipped?
Will you step in line or release the glitch?
Do you think she'll sleep with the panic...

Mm, I'll try
To hold on tight tonight

Pink slip
Inviting me inside
Wanna burn skin
And brand what once was mine
But the red views
Keep ripping the divide

If I go everywhere you want me to go
How will I know you'll still follow?

I'm waiting and fading and floating away
I'm waiting and fading and floating away
I'm waiting and fading and floating away
Waiting and fading and floating...

eat, play, and eat again

2011-05-24T16:40:00.002+08:00

annyeonghaseyo peeps!
'hello' can get a bit boring, so i decided to 'go Korean'. lame, i know =.=
anyways it is a refreshing change. don't y'all agree? XD
it was the second day of presentations today. Chang Min presented a poem. i have no idea what it meant, but he read it well. overall everything went well. the only funny moment: Paul had to re-read his presentation item FOUR times! poor guy...
played a lot of table tennis today too. getting kinda sick of it. oh did i mention there was P.E. too? played futsal, but didn't get 'into the groove' as i was going solo (practically) as Chang Min didn't turn up for the game. Peter's team thrashed mine 7-4 or something like that... pathetic crap.
after lunch we had some games organized by Jennifer and Estelle. they were pretty fun, if not for the fact that i kept getting 'punished' for not following the rules. apparently i missed it twice. oh well. sh*t happens. ha ha.
there were lots of food after that! pizza, pizza, and MORE pizza! yummy! didn't eat much though. had to watch my waistline. it is expanding day by day! wakakaka XD
tomorrow there will be another futsal match. sigh... it's funny. i don't like playing the game anymore. it's like i have somehow lost the motivation to play already... maybe tomorrow i might get back into the groove IF Chang Min plays alongside me. hmm... going solo is NOT fun at all.

one last thing: i want to congratulate Cheryl for doing well in her reading of the biography of Prince William today. apparently she was given the bio of Barack Obama, but she went for the bio of the Prince instead. it goes to show that royalty rules. hahahahahaha.

poem shmoem

2011-05-23T16:36:00.002+08:00

it was "presentation day" today. everyone attending school had to at least present something at the front of the students. i presented a poem. okay so it was a wee bit difficult for the younger ones (even yours truly found it tough to comprehend!) but hey, as long as i showed something it didn't matter. i got a good review from all three teachers, but i let myself down. i felt that i should have done better. oh well. at least i got a favourable review.

everyone else also did well. some were pretty shocking! not in a bad way, but in a good way! some people, like Peter, Zhi Yuan, Jia Xin, etc etc did well. i was most impressed with Karyn's poem. it was a Dr. Seuss one, so i expected it to be a "weird" one. boy, did she deliver it well! i didn't get to congratulate her personally, but if you are reading this, CONGRATULATIONS on today's performance! =)

overall i felt that i could've done better. maybe next time. maybe...

morning musings

2011-05-22T10:06:00.002+08:00

"sometimes i wonder if there will ever come a day,
if i could just be with you,
leaving your side i would not do,
because here with you is where i want to stay."

good morning! wow, i am surprised i am so poetic despite just waking up! wakakakaka XP
nah, this is just something i made up while being quite 'unused' (i rather not use the word 'bored'). today is a Sunday, eh? yeah, seems like it. the sun's shining down brightly. hopefully it will rain (a bit!) later. i don't want another sunny day. i love the rainy days! and also rainy nights! hehe xD

OH NO! tomorrow's presentation day! yikes! i haven't even thought of what i am going to do! what can i do? shucks! i need to get something to present soon! i hate these days! GRRRRRR!!!!! ><

oh well. no use getting upset. life's like that. anyways i'm hungry, so i gotta go get meself some brekkie, so toodles! i will be back!

whippersnappers. pffft!

2011-05-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

just came online not long ago. checked Facebook, then logged in to my blog. got a surprise when i realized that there was a comment on one of my posts. yes, i get 'happy' when i get a comment! i am THAT lame. i know. hahahahaha. okay...back to the point. what i want to say is, to whoever 'HI' is, i would like to (kindly) advise you to keep your opinions to yourself. thank you. you claim to be a guy in my school, so whoever you are, please do not let me find out who you really are, should i find that you are still commenting horrible stuff here on my blog. thank you for your cooperation. i won't tolerate childish people leaving such (equally) childish comments on my blog.

ahh...i have no idea why i have to put up with sh*ts everyday. be it people i know, or those i don't know, bla bla bla, it's always the same thing everyday. somebody, or something will definitely have to give me stick. damn. life's never a perfect thing, but i'm sure it could be a little bit nicer and kinder to me. i can only hope and pray that things improve...

(hungry) Friday

2011-05-20T17:56:00.003+08:00

*I. have. got. a. craving. for. FISH. AND. CHIPS. now*

i am always hungry. not sure why. oh well. just random crap. hmmm. today's Friday, btw. damn. it's been such an eventful day. had futsal match this morning. Chang Min got into a tangle with Peter, and got his ankle sprained in the process. feel sorry for him. well, accidents do happen. next time gotta be more careful...

as i'm typing this now, i am stewing in front of the computer. rain has just ended, and i didn't bother to turn on the fan earlier, as it was still drizzling. damn. feeling hot now. nothing much to say now. maybe i shall go get some inspiration someplace else. toodle-oo-kangaroo(s)!

Gee Gee Gee Gee~

2011-05-19T17:00:00.008+08:00

go watch this MV. it is one of my favourite songs of all time. i have heard that this song isn't one of SNSD's MOST popular songs, but i can't care less. i LOVE it! Seohyun is SOOOOOOOOOOO cute! XD

Munkiie-chan hearts SNSD!*wickedly huge grin is plastered on my face now*

the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQI

God is good all the time

2011-05-18T17:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :)

Marc/Munkiie/Uncle Marc, whichever comes first here, reporting for 'blogging duty'! XD

nah, i haven't gone bananas yet. just some fun to break the monotony of always blogging about 'serious' stuffs. i think...? oh well. let's see. what shall i blog about today? NOTHING?????? yeah, NOTHING is right! i don't see anything to blog home about. oh wait! i have got something to talk about! i would like to thank God for giving me another day to live. if not for His mercy and grace, i wouldn't be here all the time blogging! God is good all the time, and all the time God is good! :D

hard at work: thinking. A LOT.

2011-05-17T22:45:00.001+08:00

as the title says, yes, i have been thinking. A. LOT. sigh. i don't know! i just find myself either daydreaming or just randomly thinking about stuffs. crappy, naughty, nice, sweet, bitter, sad, painful, etc etc... it is just that way. i have know idea why. i should think that i am normal, right?

one more random thing i learnt today: talking to yourself aka "listening / responding to your inner voice" is NORMAL. weird. i sometimes do that. yes yes, confession time. but, everyone's definitely done that at some point of their lives...right? i mean, who hasn't? there will always be times in our lives where we make mistakes that could have been avoided and end up talking to ourselves later. (all because of a certain "inner voice".) life is strange. funny, that.

more for less

2011-05-16T17:49:00.000+08:00

odd day. school just wasn't feeling like school. i played table tennis most of the whole day. strange...

today i was told by a very dear friend that yours truly and another guy from my school have very few friends. hmm... i know i have very few friends, but it was the pain inside me that hurt. the hurt from being told the cold reality. i know, what i am posting now sounds crappy, but i feel that this is like a step back from progressing. i have been told countless times that i should be strong and learn to face reality head-on. but truth is, i am weak. i don't have the courage to admit to such (lame) things. i mean, i could just ignore whatever she said about me, but i can't. maybe it's just because i'm sensitive. PERIOD.

gotta be un-affected by such remarks. power to the Munkiie! XD

what can i do?

2011-05-14T12:00:00.005+08:00

at work now. what a fantastic way to begin my Saturday. zzzzzzz.

sometimes i wonder... why do things that can be resolved with just a simple small chat be dragged on so long that both parties can only look at each other, but not start a decent conversation? i mean, i thought that this predicament that i was in would have been resolved earlier. looks like i am the only one who cannot talk to you, but just stare at you from afar...

weather's been pretty crazy lately. it would be searing heat in the earlier part of the day, and then it would just start raining cats and dogs around the later part. if that's not crazy, then i have no idea what that is... the world must really be coming to an end...

being with you, it's just one epiphany after another

2011-05-09T18:56:00.001+08:00

they say the secret of success is being at the right place at the right time. agree? but since you never know when the right TIME is going to be, i figure the trick is to find the right PLACE, and just hang around. with you, i can just be myself and not care about what other think of me. ahh...if only life was such an easy thing... one can only wonder and wish.....

one hole that i can't get out of

2011-05-07T21:20:00.001+08:00

wooooooooooooh. such bad timing. unfortunate events just seem to like hanging around me. i just crashed my family car. AGAIN. and the thing is, this time, i have damaged it WORSE than before! gosh! what am i gonna do? how it happened was, i was turning into the house to park the car when my dog ran in front of the car to 'break free'. so i avoided the dog by turning towards the gate slightly, and KEEEEERRRRRACCCCCCK! the rear panel near the rear door gets scraped on the gate, resulting in a rather huge 'gash'. boy, are my parents gonna be hopping mad when they see the car! =(

i am a DEAD MAN WALKING. i repeat, I. AM. A. DEAD. MAN. WALKING. =( =( =(

happy

2011-05-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY =)

yep, that's how i have been feeling the past few days. must be strange, as i don't usually tell people whether i am happy, sad, etc etc. *yeah, you get the picture* why am i happy? happy because certain things have gone 'smoothly' (hopefully it will become like this all the time), and that maybe certain issues will have been cleared. i am not sure whether a certain someone has forgiven me (for whatever wrong i have committed), but i do hope that the matter will have been resolved by now.

right then. imma go get rest now. GOODNIGHT world =)

eating (fail)

2011-05-04T18:17:00.001+08:00

even eating can be such a pain in the S for me. how sad.

see, just a few minutes ago i polished off almost half of a pound cake. now i feel kinda queasy. but i guess it is worth getting sick over this. i couldn't resist chocolate foodstuff! i guess they were right when they said "too much of a good thing is a bad thing". haha.

gotta work hard on completing LIFEPACs. report card day is coming soon! must try my very best to cram in as many books as possible! power to me!

LIVERPOOL 3-0 NEWCASTLE

2011-05-02T18:35:00.001+08:00

YAY! Liverpool thrashed Newcastle United 3-0 yesterday to inch ever closer to the ever-elusive fourth spot! Maxi, Kuyt, and Suarez scored the goals to ensure we were inching nearer and nearer to a Champions League berth next season. YNWA! :D

Natalie Portman is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWT! XD

for the love of Asgard!

2011-05-01T22:31:00.002+08:00

went to watch the latest Marvel Comics movie, Thor yesterday at KSL City. my second time at that cinema, btw. i watched it in 3D too! sounded cool, but actually the 3D effects weren't that special for this movie. wouldn't advise you people to go watch it in 3D. anyways the storyline was kinda weak for me. am consoling myself in the fact that this movie is sort of like an 'introduction' to viewers in a 'preview' for the upcoming movie 'The Avengers' (due to be out in somewhere 2012). overall, it had been an enjoyable trip to the theatres for me.

for those of you who haven't watched this movie yet, go catch it! (in 2D!!!!!!!) and one more thing: go watch the movie for Natalie Portman. she's HOT! not exactly in this particular movie, but to me she ROCKS! :P

*btw today's the 1st of May, which means it's MAY DAY! also it's Labour Day! XD*

dog day afternoon

2011-04-30T17:09:00.003+08:00

i. have. just. gotten. a. new. dog. ! *cue frenzied giggles and screams*

no, i was only kidding (about the 'frenzied screaming' part), although i DO really have a new dog right here at my house. got him for free this afternoon. "he" is as yet 'un-named', but a name will be given soon. and oh, he's a husky mix breed. such a large doggy! bathed him just now, and dearie dearie me, he really cannot stay still! he kept walking round and round while i was soaping him! such a silly doggy! *teehee!* he may look huge, but don't have to be afraid: surprising thing is, he is very well-trained, quiet, and obedient. so unlike his looks. i guess this goes to show that we can't judge a book by it's cover. XD

what else? let's see. hmmm....has been a mixed day so far. usual cleaning up of house: CHECK. bathing of dog: CHECK. hmmm........oh! i got to drive today! you must be thinking, "why is he so excited about just driving?". i am excited because it has been two weeks or so of not practising my driving, so yeah. goes to show i am keen on driving! :)

*DO NOT DISTURB: thinking of a nice name for the new dog now.*

The Royal Wedding LIVE!

2011-04-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!!!!!! today marks the day that Prince William weds Kate (Catherine) Middleton! and it was broadcast LIVE on certain TV channels! it began at 3 P.M., but i couldn't rush home to watch it from the start as it began raining cats and dogs right after school ended. sigh... anyways i didn't miss much. finally got to walk home, and reached home around 4-ish, and promptly switched on the television. here's how it was (in my honest opinion) :

from what i saw on TV, it was totally so regal! everything was meticulously prepared, and there was no room for error! it was quite a while before Prince William appeared to take his place in a car that sent him to the church, but it was worth it. he looked absolutely dapper! his brother, Prince Harry, who happened to be 'best man', was also equally well-dressed for the occasion. *some boring parts, bla bla bla......* ...and then came the MOMENT the whole world had been waiting for: WHICH designer's wedding dress would Catherine be wearing? after all the speculation, she turned up wearing a(n)................Alexander McQueen dress. bummer. wasn't as pretty as i had imagined it to be, but Kate being Kate, looked resplendent in that dress! beautiful bride, i say. Wills is one lucky bloke..... =)

the whole shebang went without a glitch. overall, it was a once-in-a-lifetime experience. i must say i am glad that i got to witness such an important event LIVE! i sincerely hope that their marriage will be a long and fruitful and happy one...

driving round and round

2011-04-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

first and foremost, i want to extend my heartfelt congratulations to my good friend Park Chang Min for passing his QTI driving test today! for those who don't know what ''QTI'' means, it is the 'pre-test' before the JPJ Test (which is the FINAL test!) that a student has to pass in order to book a spot for the JPJ examination. bro, if you are reading this, i hope you get your license soon so that we can go for long drives together in the near future! =)

---also whom i want to congratulate is another dear friend of mine, Karyn, for overcoming her driving test today. i don't mean any offence, but to me, overcoming ANY of the driving tests IS a job well done! i've been there, done that, so i know that it can be a wee bit difficult to drive those manual transmission death boxes they call "the Kancil" ! =P

*wow! tomorrow's the "Royal Wedding" already! gosh! Prince William has grown up so quickly, hasn't he? and now he's got a whole load of responsibilities once he gets married to Kate Middleton! i guess that's the way life goes sometimes. good luck to him then. tomorrow i gotta get home as early as possible, in order to watch the LIVE telecast of the wedding! teehee! XD

goodnight world :)

today's "saying of the day"

2011-04-26T19:04:00.002+08:00

"if it's predictable, then it's preventable."

sometimes these kinds of sayings really amaze me. i don't know why, but it just DOES! maybe it's just the 'cheem-ness' of some of them? i can't fully explain, but they give me a sense of relief. kinda like a lesson in life. =)

WHY?

2011-04-20T18:25:00.001+08:00

i don't understand one thing: WHY is (almost) everyone avoiding me?

i really can't understand why. is it because i am deemed as immatured? or because i don't take life seriously? or because of some other reasons?

i have no one that i can confide in. all i can do is turn to my blog and just pour out my feelings and emotions. probably no one reads my blog anymore anyways...

sometimes i sit down and wonder why God placed us here on Earth. well i must admit sometimes i can be a very deep thinker. but i guess thinking a lot is better than talking crap, right?

"why is it that i can never find the answer to many questions that i ask, but i only get a LOT more questions?"

even some friends whom i assumed were my good friends have started to desert me. am i that detestable?

after all has been said and done, i still am alone. just a lonely guy. living in a lonely world.

random poem

2011-04-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

*just a random poem thought out by me while i was (bored) waiting for my passport renewal. hope those who are reading my blog will enjoy it. =)

If ever you want to visit my blog, and my link is what you EVENTUALLY press,

I can assure you it is worth your time, as to it I can attest.

But maybe you might rather do other things, like getting some rest,

So do not worry; for you this is not a test.

From my point of view I felt slighted,

When you did not talk to me or make me feel delighted.

Maybe you felt you needed space,

I would not pressure you; go at your own pace.

You might probably be going through a storm,

Or you might have bottled-up frustrations inside you

that you think you might explode like a bomb.

But whatever your problems no matter,

I will always be there for you to again make it better.

But now, all I can do is hope and pray,
That you and I can be on talking terms again someday.
Only time can heal all wounds,

To Father Time, please do not make me wait many moons.....

is sorry the hardest word to say (when you didn't do wrong?)

2011-04-11T17:59:00.000+08:00

is sorry the hardest word to say (when you didn't do wrong?)

i have no idea, but i have to say it...

TRUTH IS, i actually don't want to post anything angry, upset, sad, or just about anything negative on my blog...but this has been weighing on my mind the last few months...

see, this is the 'problem' (according to me) : i know i am not the most matured guy around (as many of those close to me can attest to), but to a 'certain' girl whom i assumed i knew so well that i thought she would always be a 'close friend' - i know my limits. i know that if there are sensitive topics i should know better than to laugh about someone's misfortune, insult people, etc etc. but there's just one thing that i can't fathom: WHY on earth are you ignoring me??? have i done anything to make you treat me this way? i know that, for a guy to type or think such things all the time, would be too sensitive or sissy-fied, right? but i just want to get it off my chest (or for that matter, out of silence and express it onto some kind of 'outlet'). we don't even have eye contact anymore, what more some small chat? so i hope that to you, dear friend, i truly apologize from the bottom of my heart, for ALL bad things you have heard about me from others that made you 'change' your attitude towards me. i want you to know that i love you, and that nothing will change the way i feel towards you. i want to get right with you again. boy, i miss those days when we used to just make small talk, have walks, and many more stuffs. ignoring me (or what ever 'way' you are treating me now) WON'T solve anything. i don't really know if you still read my blog, but if you do, i just hope we could meet up or just have a chat on clearing up some issues.

WHAT'S NEW IN MUNKIIE'S LIFE MONDAY 4 4 2011

2011-04-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

greetings from the Munkiie Man! hello. so, what's new in the life of the MM? hmm... let's see..... there was school today, and it didn't go well. why? 'cause i realised that i was going to be one of the leaders for a field trip to the Istana Gardens + zoo tomorrow. that's not the ''bad'' part! wait! the worst thing was, Prawn teacher put Zhi Xiang and Steven in my group! (my group consists of me, Heather, and Elizabeth.) totally ridiculous that she should always never fail to include a few ''incompetent'' people into my group. she says to take it as a challenge. i know that. i don't mind challenges, but this is REALLY challenging! aish...!!!!! let me not go on about this. makes me angry..... ><

sigh... gotta get ready for the trip tomorrow. i should think it will be an entertaining plus educational trip. hope there won't be problems. i am quite afraid that Prawn teacher will ask the leaders to prepare a presentation on this! yikes! :O

i better start praying and hoping that there won't be any! ha ha! :P

2011-04-01T15:43:00.002+08:00

HAPPYAPRILFOOL'SDAYTOEVERYONE! =P

sigh..... today was supposed to be a fun day at school. instead, here i am, in my Dad's office, working. sigh..... =( oh well. he doesn't have anybody working for him now, and there's just SO much work piling up! so i had (no choice?) to help out at home. i believe family comes first.

tomorrow English Premier League is back!!!!!! after all the Euro 2012 Qualifiers and international friendlies are done and dusted with, it is TIME for EPL fans to rejoice! my beloved Liverpool FC will face West Bromwich Albion tomorrow at 10pm (Malaysian time). i will DEFINITELY be watching it, as Roy Hodgson prepares to face his former club for the first time. boy, will it be an exciting match! =)

ROOF roof!

2011-03-31T22:27:00.002+08:00

hello! :)

why such a title for a blog post? well, it's because i have been doing nothing but 'putting' roof tiles on a house today. okay, so i DID NOT literally put roof tiles, but i did it on Google Sketchup. yeah... tired after spending most of the day in the office just completing THAT roof! yikes! =0

sigh... tomorrow's April Fool's Day, and i can't go to school to play pranks on anyone... =(

LIFESOMETIMESISSHITTY.

i dont feel like doing anything.....

2011-03-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

hello!

uber-bored now. just came back from school, took a quick shower, and here i am: in front of the computer, staring at the screen, and giving a blank look to it (if the screen could look back at me and respond i reckon it might give me a BIG slap! :P). i dont feel like doing anything. i am HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYY, but i cant bring myself to get up to get food to eat. sigh. maybe i must summon up my Jedi force and make the food come to me... hehe... :P

(*uber-hungry and having a bad tummyache now! guess i gotta go! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!*) =P

WHATDIDYOUJUSTNAMEYOURSNEAKERS??????

2011-03-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

thinking about what i thought about before i went to dreamland, i have got four pairs of sneakers. weird to think of that, right? hold on a sec! i thought up their names! yes, i give my shoes names! hahahahahaha! my first pair of sneakers is my Adidas Campus, which i christened Alexa. my second pair of sneakers is my Converse, which i named Stella. the third pair, named Isabella, is a pair of white North Star high-tops. last, but not least: my latest pair of sneakers...a pair of Nike Sweet Classics named Olivia. there you go: the names of my sneakers. so peeps, next time you meet me, dont just greet me. greet my shoes too! *just kidding!* =P

EARTH HOUR

2011-03-27T08:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday was Earth Hour day, which meant that a certain hour will be specially allocated to 'celebrate' this event (the hour is between 8:30 to 9:30 btw). i 'tried' my very best to keep the lights off for one WHOLE hour, but the only lights off in my house (the ALWAYS-ON ones lah! -.-) were the kitchen lights. hahahaha! i guess my parents couldn't live without light being off in the living room =P

and oh, today's RACE DAY of the 2011 Australian Grand Prix! i will be rooting for the McLaren team. (RANDOM FACT ABOUT ME: McLaren are the only team i've supported since i was in Primary One.) hehe. it's GO GO GO!!!!! =D

getting car-ried away

2011-03-26T21:07:00.003+08:00

FORMULA ONE IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

today marks the first qualifying session for the 2011 season! it is held in Melbourne, Australia. Sebastian Vettel (Red Bull) has taken pole position, followed by Lewis Hamilton (McLaren Mercedes), and Vettel's teammate Mark Webber (also Red Bull). tomorrow's gonna be an exciting race, that's for sure ;)

today i drove my bro to tuition, then drove me aunts + gramma home. whew! never driven me aunts + gramma before, but i hope they enjoyed the ride! hahahahahahaha =P
me mom says me driving still needs a bit more practice, but hey, as long as i can drive i will polish up on it :)

should i or should i not?

2011-03-25T23:03:00.001+08:00

IAMSOFREAKINGBOREDTHATIDONTEVENKNOWWHATIAMTYPINGHERE.

seriously...no one reads blogs nowadays??? i dont seem to think that people drop by here to read anything at all. even if it was just crap (PURE crap), it makes for a relaxing read (i suppose, depending on your preference).

maybe i will just delete my account. will definitely be contemplating doing that over the next few days =(

WORK WORK & more WORK!!!

2011-03-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

today is a Thursday, which means i have to stay home to help me Dad in his office work. (sucks. i rather be in school) >.<

anyways today has been quite alright. not much work. i just had to edit a bit of a factory on Google Sketchup and i was done! now i'm completing a house project. seems easy enough... =S

BACKFROMTHEDEAD

2011-03-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

hello.
i am back (from the dead! just kidding.) updating my blog.
actually, the reason why i haven't been updating it is because no one bothers to drop by.
but here i am, posting something for the first time this year.
haha.

RANDOM SH*T:

life's sh*tty sometimes ain't it?

i have this urge to cry right now. no, not because Elizabeth Taylor's just passed away, but for some unknown reason i just WANNA cry! i guess i am just feelin' sorry for meself. dunno why. =(

well that's all for today. OFFTOBEDNOW.

it was a crazy, crazy ride.....

2010-09-12T23:52:00.005+08:00

the one week holidays was boring, and just when i thought it was gonna be a complete one week of boredom, Eric calls, and the next thing i know, i am behind the wheel of a car, on public roads, without supervision, and......DRIVING TO MUAR AND MALACCA! how crazy is that?

you guys wont ever believe it, but boy, was it great! i had a chance to drive an automatic transmission car, and boy oh boy, did I ever grab that chance! it was so effortless and easy! i enjoyed my time during the trip! we wanted to drive to Port Dickson, but settled for Muar and then Malacca for our 'impromptu' trip targets. it was great fun, and at least i can say that i had REAL fun during the(mostly boring) one week of hols. i really hope to have another trip. eric, you reading this? ;) :P

day 1 without Muffin

2010-09-10T13:43:00.002+08:00

it is the first day of being without (the late) Muffin, and boy does it feel 'less fun' at home. i miss that guy walking in and out of the house through the wrought-iron gate, sleeping under the coffee-table in the living room, sitting under the dining table and waiting for 'scraps' of food from me, and lots more funny (and irritating) things. boy, it sure is different without Muffin ):

R.I.P Muffin (2001/ 2002? - 2010)

2010-09-09T12:12:00.004+08:00

if i was to say that i wasn't sad(despite me not shedding tears), it would REALLY be THE understatement of the year. i am sad over the passing of my beloved dog Muffin, who this morning, i discovered dead on the floor of my bathroom. i couldn't believe it, but then again he had been sick ever since i came home from Australia. it wasn't a surprise, but i wish God could've given him more time to spend with me on Earth. now i am sure he will be taken care of in 'doggy heaven'. rest in peace, Muffin. i will DEFINITELY miss you. =(

fast food, fast blog post

2010-08-27T23:52:00.001+08:00

had dinner at the mcdonalds outlet beside carrefour at around 8. it was the first time having mcd as a 'full meal' in a long while! was happy! :D

swiss roll disaster

2010-08-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

sorry! yesterday i was too busy, therefore i didnt blog about baking class! oops!
yesterday we baked swiss roll. what was supposed to be swiss roll turned out to be a brownie instead! i dont know where we went wrong, but it turned out to be so hard that we couldnt roll it! hilarious! anyways we just cut it up into small pieces and distributed it. shame that it didnt turn out nicely, but if you dont succeed now, try again! haha! thats all for now!
my thanks goes out to my team leader Jacinth. also to my other members: Elwin, Chun Yue, Peter and Jeffrey.

basic biscuits, basic taste

2010-08-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

today was baking class, and basic biscuits was the order of the day. at first, when i read the ingredients i expected it to be a tasty biscuit. yet, it turned out to be so literally basic that it was an acquired taste. no offence to my other members on the team, but it wasnt what i had expected. :P

anyways the class went well, everyone in the team had fun, and overall it was an enjoyable day(despite me missing the first half of school due to driving exam!)

my thanks goes out to my team leader Jacinth. also to my other members: Elwin, Chun Yue, Peter and Jeffrey.

finally..... :D

2010-08-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

WOOHOO!!! i have passed my JPJ test!!! i have FINALLY gotten my driver's license!!! :D

first, i was told to take the three tests. it includes the hill test, parallel parking test, and the three-point turn test. i passed all of them with LULUS on my JPJ paper. :D
next, it was the on-the-road test. this was the defining moment! i couldnt get 4 or more wrong, or i would fail(the passing mark is 16/20 btw). so i just kept my cool and strated driving as usual. in the end, i got the all-clear from the JPJ guy, and i passed with the score of 17/20! wow! i was ecstatic when i read the paper! :D

of course, i have to thank God, for granting me a favourable JPJ tester. i prayed for that, and He granted me that wish. without His help, i wouldnt have passed my QTI and JPJ tests! and a special thanks to all who encouraged and supported me throughout the (almost 4 months) of hardship, which was the driving lessons. without your kind words and support, i wouldnt have been able to continue with the lessons. man, it has been a long and arduous journey, but here i am to say that i have finally CONQUERED all, and i am gonna get my license soon (maybe next week!) :D

*happy happy happy!!!* ^^

a day of quirky quirks

2010-08-11T21:25:00.002+08:00

ha! to think that i condemned this day to be a boring day! i truly regret it! a few hours after i posted that i was BORED on my blog, i was soon on my way to City Square to watch the spy/action thriller Salt. i went to watch it with Wun Kang and Paul. the movie was fantastic! it was actually 50:50 la. the beginning and middle parts were good, but the ending left a lot to be desired. maybe this ending goes to show that there will be a sequel...? who knows? stranger things have happened. hehe. anyways the movie was good, and i totally enjoyed myself!

*P.S. i got myself a new pair of high-tops canvas sneakers! her name is Isabella, and she is gonna be a work of art soon! i plan to draw and colour my sneakers, so watch this space! heh heh (:

bored.....

2010-08-11T12:25:00.002+08:00

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored.........................................

rock buns!

2010-08-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

once again it is Wednesday, and you know what day it is! its baking day! hehe. we baked oatmeal bread today, and instead we got rock buns! it must have been the water. it might have been too hot that it killed the bacteria in the wheat. so happened that the flour didnt rise. the bread was hard, but nonetheless delicious! (:

thank you to my leader Jacinth. and to the others too, namely Elwin, Chun Yue, Yong Han, and Jeffrey.

iYiYi

2010-08-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Every minute every second
every hour of the day
Iyiyi
Every hour of the day
Iyiyi
Everytime that I'm away
Iyiyi
Missing You

Every moment that is stolen
it can never be replaced
Iyiyi
Even if it's for a day
Iyiyi
I'm a text you up to say
Iyiyi
Missing you

this portion of lyrics was taken from 'iYiYi' by Cody Simpson. its playing in my head 24/7! it is totally addictive and i cant seem to get enough of this song :P

August 1 2010: rainy day

2010-08-01T12:43:00.003+08:00

its already the first of August! wow...time does pass us by quickly indeed!
ok. what happened today? erm, for one, it rained...HEAVILY! in the wee hours of the morning it rained, and in the process screwed up me plan to go to S'pore in the morning. chimps! stuck at home now, and with nothing to do. ):

oh well... i am looking forward to next Tuesday! futsal day! :D

saying of the day

2010-07-29T22:25:00.001+08:00

''Do not look back in anger or look forward in fear, but rather, look around in awareness.''

Hyundai Veloster

2010-07-29T22:24:00.001+08:00

what do you think? should i be the next designer for hyundai? :P

finally...

2010-07-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

finally i passed my QTI test! dont know what it stands for, but it is a 'pre-test' for students to pass before they take the final test, which is the JPJ test. after failing it the first time last month, i took it again today and voila! i am free to go on to the final!

*i dont think you would be reading this, but to my QTI instructor Sam, thank you for allowing me to pass the test despite two engine 'die-outs'! and of course special mention goes to God, for answering my desperate prayers! thank you God! =)

Sweet disposition

if in doubt, get out

random fact about me 1

another year, another pair.....

FIRST Friday the 13th for 2012

Wednesday 4 January 2012 = bad day

Life's shitty sometimes, ain't it? I never want to have such a thing like this to EVR happen to me again...

.....hello 2012!

gee.....

goodbye 2011.....

sad case

i want TANGYUEN!

busybodies. pffft!

damn damn damn!

the beginning of the last (month)

quote(s) of the day

emotion e-sh-motion

twenty years old. gah

20 years young

Goodbye JB, Hello KL

quote of the day

Love is promise Love is a souvenir Once given Never forgotten, never let it disappear...

Marco Simoncelli: 1987-2011

Marco Simoncelli: 1987-2011

greener pastures? come on over!

Steve Jobs 1955 - 2011

1st death anniversary of Muffin

new month, same old dreariness

Happy Independence Day Malaysia!

three times NOT the charm

listless

inspire shminspire

getting campy

The little girl in the white dress

#whataloadofcrap 3

#whataloadofcrap 2

#whataloadofcrap

grow up please, thank you

i think i am still immatured. stupid to say such things, right? yes i know. but i dont want to be looked down upon. ok i will try to be more grown-up. oh yes.

'Captain America - The First Avenger'

#musings4

contrasting emotions

#musings3

#musings2

#musings1

misunderstood. again

trannie 3

quote of the day

back to the future

double whammy

whoa no!

wishful thinking

butterfly kisses

alone again

life's a bitch

holidays? aaaaarrrrrggggghhhhh!

panic switch

eat, play, and eat again

poem shmoem

morning musings

whippersnappers. pffft!

(hungry) Friday

Gee Gee Gee Gee~

God is good all the time

hard at work: thinking. A LOT.

more for less

what can i do?

being with you, it's just one epiphany after another

one hole that i can't get out of

happy

eating (fail)

LIVERPOOL 3-0 NEWCASTLE

for the love of Asgard!

dog day afternoon

The Royal Wedding LIVE!

driving round and round

today's "saying of the day"

WHY?

*random poem*

is sorry the hardest word to say (when you didn't do wrong?)

Love is promise
Love is a souvenir
Once given
Never forgotten, never let it disappear...

random poem